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09-14-2017, 03:24 PM | #46004 (permalink) |
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nope, this was the first time it's ever happened. i was sitting in class listening to the prof and all of a sudden i felt like my chest was weighed down and no matter how hard i tried to breathe i couldn't get enough air. i quietly got up, walked out the back door, and went to the nearest walk-in clinic. i was feeling a little better when i got there but still breathing heavily and really disoriented as to what was happening. got in to see a doctor pretty quickly and that was that. he told me it might've been caused by me forgetting to take my pills two days last week because i forgot them at my apartment when i went back home.
i'm definitely on my way to becoming a hypochondriac. every day it's something new i'm worried about. guess it stems from the whole fear of dying thing i went through awhile ago. it was reassuring hearing him tell me nothing is wrong but i feel like i caused this myself by not being able to handle the situation.
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09-14-2017, 03:33 PM | #46005 (permalink) | |
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That is some scary ****. Also **** those antidepressants if they (or forgetting to take them) can cause that. Also get on the nihilist train and embrace your mortality. All the cool dudes are already on board.
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09-14-2017, 03:40 PM | #46006 (permalink) |
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yeah, it was pretty ****ty. my initial thoughts were **** those pills but at the same time i've been feeling a lot better since i've been on them. it wasn't just like a "im scared to die" kind of feeling, it was constantly on my mind to the point i couldn't do anything. so essentially it's either don't take the pills and constantly have that feeling of dread, or become dependent on some stupid anti-depressant i guess. i hope i can just continue at this dosage (lowest possible atm) until i sort some **** out in my head and then i would like to ease myself off of them.
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09-14-2017, 03:41 PM | #46007 (permalink) | |
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When it comes to accepting death I prefer fatalism to nihilism. Nihilism is a position, fatalism is simply a state of mind. **** accepting the inevitable, but I guess I'll go along with it since I don't have the magical aptitude to be a necromancer.
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09-14-2017, 03:43 PM | #46008 (permalink) |
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i've eased myself through thinking that if i live to the expected life expectancy almost all of you ****ers will die before me so that's a plus
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09-14-2017, 03:58 PM | #46010 (permalink) | |
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