hungry too.

the biggest holidays in america are the fourth of july (an excuse to bbq get drunk and set fires), halloween (an excuse to eat candy and give candy or get your house toilet papered) thanksgiving which is an excuse to pray/give thanks to poeple we murdered and eat enough food to feed the nation of israel, and christmas, an excuse tor aid your parents house and take all the food they have.

And why is thanksgiving so close to christmas anyway.

I used to be idealistic once too, but lets keep in mind that hate and genocide is not exclusive to america and we're not the worst example of things. We have to keep in mind this, you can't bleed for eternity over something that happened to people who died 200 years before you were born. Thanksgiving was about the diner the settlers (in the US anyway) had with the native people. It should be celebrated.

We'd all like for the masses to become enlightened, but then we'd probably all accuse enlightenment of selling out. The masses are the masses for a reason, because its the average, mediocrity (which is afterall subjective). Their always going to do "ignorant stupid ****" accordsing to the "higher culture."

Celebrate.

I'm at work with my Gran, I brought The White Hotel (fabulous book. Very dirty hahaha.) with me and I'm having her fabulously fashionable (I love this girl, just met her ha) co-worker read the first few pages. Gunna be a fun day haha.

^^ Loved that Book..the characters do something to me.

This is my day as of 7:54 AM

The alarm clock never went off..the sound of rain on my tin roof woke me up out of an awesome dream...and when it did I saw the neon red alarm clock blinking 12:04...I know it wasnt noon, or midnigh..power must have gone off in the storm...

**panic mode** setted in..what the f*uck time was it, was I late, was I waking up too early???!!

Quickly found out it was exactly 6:05...*F*UCK** I could have slept another 10 minutes** Dont ya hate that?!

I didnt get up..I laid there...looking at the news..no sound from the TV..."why is the newscaster wearing a pink pinstripe suit, it looks horrible on her?"

Finally when I saw that I had just enough time to smoke, dress, and make it to work..without getting into trouble..I did just that.

Got HERE (yes I post from work..aka the hallway) made coffee since these douche bags refuse to..and now I sit here..posting...

Oh man I feel so Emo. I got called a freak for something I can't change, and basically made to feel bad for just being me...sucks right now :(:(That's been my day today, I dont wanna finish it *skips to tomorrow*

I was called goth yesterday or wait was it Emo..who knows..the only tags that should be on people is on the clothes they wear..






Yes I was being philisophical...and insightful..I know, I know I should write a book.

Went over to a friends place last night and got completely obliterated, now I'm drinking a tall jack and coke and then I'm going back to bed

I ate the last of the christmas ham and a ton of deviled eggs and a bunch of cookies.

And I played some wow.
Highly addictive :love:

What a historical day for me it's been. I met my 12 year old daughter for the first time today:love:

What took you soo damn long