Same thing happened when my Grandfather died. Probably because I knew it was coming as he was a lifelong alcoholic and over his last few years had basically neglected my family for the woman he lived with.

All that matters is that your there for those in your family that are going to need you during this tough time.

Death isn't that sad to me.. I understand it, it's a part of life. What hurts is when shit hits the fan and you can't make sense of it.

I will be their for everyone as much as I can.

If I disappear for the next couple of days you all know why.

Silly, don't you know that that's what happens when you repress the big ****???

I received my teaching schedule for next academic year (starts April 2017). I get to pick peaches for another year! YAY.

So you teach, write exotic novels, and pick peaches?

And I masquerade as a priest to perform hotel weddings on the weekend.

I've also done runway modeling in Tokyo.

Surprised they let your kind marry them with all the racism you're subjected too. :D

The racism is why I have the job. They want only white men.

Why? Seems like marriage would be the last thing they want you involved in.. I know I'm naive to their culture, but that doesn't seem to make much sense