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09-02-2006, 12:38 PM | #2962 (permalink) |
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So I went to a party last night and it completely sucked. First off I went to school all day then worked all evening and I got out to my boyfriend's tattoo shop about 11pm. And he said he didnt want to go to the party, he was too busy and needed sleep. So I cried......a lot.....in my car. Then I went in and bribed his lesbian assistant to buy for me. She's cool for doing that. Didnt get back to the party until 1am and apparently the cops had been called for a noise disturbance and that host said no drinking. Well, on the way back from my boyfriends I got a head start and down three bottles of smirnoff twisted. That stuff works on me pretty fast. So I threw a little fit and I had to be taken to the back yard and calmed down. So it ended up being three of us drinking in her shed and I slept in my car.
One of the worst nights of my life. And I think I'm breaking up with my boyfriend because I think a)he is using me for sex and b)he is cheating on me. Sucks.
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09-02-2006, 01:32 PM | #2964 (permalink) | |
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I've just come to the realisation in the last week that I've been totally used by someone I trusted above everyone else, and truly believed there was something more there. Turns out he didn't feel that way at all, and has left me feeling well, you can imagine. "Time's a great healer" - never heard it so many times as I have done in this past week, doesn't change the way you feel right now though.
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09-02-2006, 01:35 PM | #2965 (permalink) |
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^ I know that feeling WAAAY to well. I seem to spend more time healing than healed.
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09-02-2006, 01:40 PM | #2966 (permalink) |
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I`m listening to the Flaming Lips first album while 'How do you solve a problem like Maria' is on the TV in the background.
Oddly enough it doesn`t sound out of place
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09-02-2006, 01:49 PM | #2967 (permalink) |
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Downstairs they were trying to decide whether to watch X Factor or How Do you Solve A Problem Like Maria - sounds like X Factor won!
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09-02-2006, 01:50 PM | #2968 (permalink) |
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If those were my choices i`d go out for a pint
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09-02-2006, 02:31 PM | #2969 (permalink) | |
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I just feel so ****ing used and he's not calling me to talk and I really dont see this lasting through the night. Why the hell do I attract these guys?
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So here's to living life miserable.
And here's to all the lonely stories that I've told. Maybe drinking wine will validate my sorrow. Every man needs a muse and mine could be the bottle. |
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09-02-2006, 02:37 PM | #2970 (permalink) | |
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