=O pervs

does your mom know? and how old is he really? in his 20's? if so then call but only if your going to point out how old you are.. and make sure he knows it.. and that would be the last time you talk.. also if he is in his teens.. you are or will be SOON and so if it he in the ages of 13-16 then its fine I guess.. either way talk to your mom about it.. she'll probably say the same thing..

just if the opportunity comes to have a actaully real life boyfriend.. someone to give you little kid kisses then go for it.. just make sure you have real limits.

My Day:
I woke up trying to breath again.. and scaring my bf.. AGAIN! anyways and then he left today.. so yea its a sad day..

I'm having these really bad nightmares.. I keep waking up and jumping trying to breath with every sound or move that happens during sleep.. all the horror movies I've watched over the years are starting to catch up to me.. and its not really that the moviees are screy... there just well the imagines in them are freaky. and i have a very strong imagination...i get very paranoid at night... in the dark.

She does know. He's 23, and he knows how old I am (though he don't believe me ha.)

Little kid kisses? BABE! Been there done that! Lol....I don't want a real lifer right now ha...

well then call him up and say "thanks for giving me your number.. but I'm not ready for anything right now. And I'm really not ready to be someone of your age." say something liek that.

Well keep in mind he ALSO lives a state away from me...so it'd still be a long distance thing. Plus I have Dan<3. But yes I should call him just not to be rude, I mean he was extrememly nice and we could be friends, right?

I doubt there is a big chance of him being just a friend at his age of 23.. I mean he's 23 and your almost 13.. he wants more... so just end it with a thanks but no thanks.

No brotherly sisterly love then? aww.

not unless you want your creepy beother rapping you.

umm, what planet are you living on at this moment in time?

EDIT: for SEB

Haha aw. I live in fantasy world don't I? Nothing's ever...