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05-21-2014, 02:23 AM | #27791 (permalink) |
watching the wheels
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allright. That feeling called euphoria lasted two and half weeks and now I'm coming down again. I had to quit in the middle of my day at school and just went home. I collapsed completely. Everyone was so glad and all and they just told me how I am too easily irritated and all. So I went home.
I have not taken my pills for anxiety for a long time though because I was feeling pretty well but now it seems that I'm going down and fast. And being abandoned and isolated because of that. I even promised not to cut no more but I did cut even when I was feeling gresty which seems to be pretty pointless but I dunno. I felt great but emtpy, now I feel bad and empty. Whatever. I'm gonna get drunk now probably because I must forget. Someone would be kind if he told me what the hell is wrong with me? This morning I felt great but suddenly something happened and it has never been this serious. I seriously thought I'm going to die.
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05-21-2014, 08:47 AM | #27792 (permalink) |
Just Keep Swimming...
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3 little varmints. Even though they're the GF's cats, they seem to think I'm their owner, and that I may or may not be their meal ticket.
Cat hair all over the place.
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05-21-2014, 09:31 AM | #27793 (permalink) | ||
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Fame, fortune, power, titties. People say these are the most crucial things in life, but you can have a pocket full o' gold and it doesn't mean sh*t if you don't have someone to share that gold with. Seems simple. Yet it's an important lesson to learn. Even lone wolves run in packs sometimes. Quote:
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05-21-2014, 09:50 AM | #27794 (permalink) |
Writing my own disaster
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I've spent the last two days trying to teach myself as much HTML as possible before I start to school for Computer Programming in August. Having a bit of a head start isn't going to hurt. Have a friend that's already went to school and graduated from the program, and he's been pretty helpful too to make sure I'm not forming bad habits early haha.
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05-21-2014, 10:02 AM | #27795 (permalink) | |
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05-21-2014, 01:08 PM | #27797 (permalink) | |
watching the wheels
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but yep he said I might have bibolar or borderline personality disorder and that my symptoms are something else than "just" depression and nothing more. Dunno. I should find a new therapist but it's summer holiday soon anyway so I may aswell wait over it cos maybe it gets better and it don't then it won't and nobody cares. Though some kind of diagnosis would be good cos this is basically very annoying when you don't know what's wrong with yourself- if theres anything wrong at all.
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05-21-2014, 03:17 PM | #27798 (permalink) | |
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If you're in the middle of the ocean with no flippers and no life preserver and you hear a helicopter, this is music. You have to adjust to your needs at the moment. -- Tom Waits
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05-21-2014, 04:30 PM | #27799 (permalink) | |
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05-21-2014, 04:40 PM | #27800 (permalink) | |
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If you're in the middle of the ocean with no flippers and no life preserver and you hear a helicopter, this is music. You have to adjust to your needs at the moment. -- Tom Waits
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