You've got a job or no?

Feeling half-bad at the moment, after halfway through a phone conversation with my friend Paul he told me that one of our other friends (who's 17, us two are mid-twenties) parents have split up. My response to this was 'ah, cool, cool'. In hindsight, this wasn't a tactful response even though Paul didn't seem bothered. Its just that I was in a very cheery mood from the sun and the parents breaking up hardly came as a surprise to me (I seem to be the only one who can see these things coming a mile off). But I still feel a bit bad about it, all the same.

I think I've finally reached (yet again) that stage in my life where I'm not so sure of things anymore.
I have the urge to quit my job, go back to philly and just lay around all day doing whatever.
I have the urge to transfer to that creative arts school I wanted to go to when If irst had to choose high schools. Granted two serious setbacks abuot going to that particular school and why I decided not to go to that school are because I have no real desire to be judged or graded on my art and because it doesn't figure in in any way with what I want to make a career out of, which doesn't matter too much now since I'm also starting to rethink my career goals.
I think part of the reason I want to quit my job (or rather one of the big reasons) is because I really don't want to work that close to family, or be identified because of the family business. It's all just so wierd. And it's really starting to take it's toll on me anyhow. And not to mention it gives my family too much control over my life.
I recently had a talk with my cousin and she stated talking about guys and one thing lead to another, and I told her that my "relationship is satisfactory"
Which is true it is. Although I guess that wasn't the answer she was expecting to hear.
So in essence, today, I went to work, left work early and now I'm home trying to figure out how the hell I got to this point in my life.
I took down every Ocean and Isis poter (which amounts to 8 posters) and replaced them with posters of The Spice Girls, Keanu Reeves, Mark Wahlberg, Rise Against, and Cursive. I bought some sorta geranium and put it on the windowsill. I bought a Jet Li figurine and I have no clue where to put that. I went to Victoria's Secret to buy some shirts or rather some lingerie that I will make into shirts and that's about it.
I figure a change of wardrobe, scenery, and such might do me some good. And I'm working on a collage to Big Pun. Sounds kinda funny i know but i had the urge to do something like that and I just happened to have been listening to Big pun at the time and so it seemed like a good idea at the time.
Oh and I dyed my hair red. It's all red. A few pruple/blue streaks as well. And I bought a pair of orange pants.
And now I feel like a new person, although a lot of the same insecurites are there. . . .
Can't say I don't try

We`ve got this new guy at work who`s really religious.
Anyway we didn`t think much of it at first. We didn`t say anything when he started reading his bible in lunchbreaks , or when he started writing prayers & sticking to them his desk.
A few days ago he offered to 'heal' this guys sore back by laying his hands on it.

Anyway ... today he told one of the other guys who is a practicing buddhist that he would prey for him to save his soul from false gods :laughing:
Just as well this guy was a buddhist , I thought he was going to deck him.

That doesn't even make any sense, since buddhism doesn't teach the existence of "gods."

Well the guy was trying to point that out to him but he wasn`t having it.

As far as he was concerned if it`s not christianity it`s a false God.

I just made myself some of the most amazing oatmeal ever. MMMMM.

ADIDASSS, you fudging legend.
you got me to win the pub quiz!!
well, in a wayyy.
one of the questions was the capital of croatia, & i actually remembered you telling me bout it, so thankyou, cause barely no one else got that.
granted they were all pretty hammered, but still.

anyway i had a good dayyy..

interview went well, AND started a seperate new job tonight,
& only screwed up like, twice :)

I cleaned up and packed and tomorrow I have to ride in a car for 10 hours and on saterday I have to ride in a car for 14 hours. Then I'm spending a week in Wisconsin and I'll be back in August.

well, lights are still on

mum get social security right now, shes disabled

i'm looking for a job

:(

My lvl11 Grey Elf Archer burned to death. That wasn't cool x.x


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