Direct link error?! I love that movie!

Fixed that **** you jive mofo.

What it be mama. Sheeiit.

I met a boy :3

Went back to work (for a four hour shift) after being out a few days with a cold/flu. I'm thinking it was just the gnarliest cold in existence, because it didn't quite feel like the flu. Then again, it could have been a really minor flu.

So, yeah. Either the worst possible cold, or the most mild possible flu.

I still can't breathe through the right side of my nose, though, so that made my phone talking really annoyingly nasal, and my eye really watery.

Going on a date?

tired, gf bday, sports, drive, lots of hot sunshine

Playoffs today. Oh and my dad just had a great quote. I told him to throw out his bread cause it is moldy and this is what he says...

"Ehh that's okay. I made a sandwich once and realized that the bread was moldy. I already made the sandwich so I just turned the lights off."

Ahhh my dad.

Yesterday I chilled at Busch Gardens all day and smoked wine tip black and milds in celebration of my bestfriends 18th birthday. It was rather nice

Wow. So my mother just threw me the biggest curveball of my life.

My parents asked my brother and I to come downstairs for a minute and they turned the football game off which is never a good thing because the last time this happened my grandmother had passed and the time before the my grandfather had cancer (He's fine now).

My mother has breast cancer.

It's very very early stage 1 and my dad who never bullshits us said that everything will be fine and that the most my mother will get is a month of radiation but I'm just so ****ing scared right now. My mother is in high spirits and I will be too but right now I think I'm in a little shock because I just spent a couple minutes crying which is something I just don't really ever do. I get choked up during movies and sad things but I don't usually cry.

I don't know how to handle this really. I know she'll be fine and that my worrying will be for nothing because cancer is something that people get and fight and since this is so early the realistic chance of something happening to my mom is so slim but I'm scared as **** right now.

I don't know what I'd do if I lost her.