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04-29-2012, 11:02 AM | #18782 (permalink) |
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Told my only friend who I've known for 25. Yrs.I hated him this morning. He did something a few yrs ago that is the thing I hate most but he was the only irl friend I had so I've basically just been using him for past 2 yrs cause I didn't want to have no one to text n talk to n that was before I moved in to a bedsit in town where I don't even have my parents to talk too. Bit sad state of affairs but his Schadenfreude was unforgivable.
Here's the text convo for anyone who's interested. Me: Btw I got outta dat 3 contract...so y can stop smiling about it now. I'm still not quite sure y u found it somert t smile about in the first place Paul: What u goin on about, i never 'smiled' about owt. Me: Course y dint...n y dint go bitchin on to les about mi either did yer? Me: Anyway I hate yer ****in guts now n wish id never got bak in touch. Don't think I don't know y only talk t mi cause of yer batty obsession wi mi goldigging poncey **** brother. Stop ****un texting mi. Wish I cud ****in block yer. There I've said it. Bin wanting t say it a while. Time for mi t get a bettter friend. Paul: NO, I DIDNT!! Go bitchin to les about u. Would appear that its "have a pop at paul day', well gee orr. Me: No.its stop using Paul coz he's the o.ly 'friend' uve gotday. I really Dont like u y know. Avnt done for a while but was too scared of being totally friendless to tell you to get fuked. Ive got Cheryl t talk to now so um telling you to gwt ****ed. You n yer fascinating texts about bus reg. No.s ha ha ha. Paul: What an evil, horrid, thoughtless, nasty, vile thing to say. 1, cant stand ya EVIL **** of a brother, after all those yrs of upset he caused me. U arnt an angel either, ****tin in sarnies, far frm what a friend shud do. If thats really what type of person u 'think' i am, then fine, u r sooo very wrong. Paul: I dont believe u can be so horrid, cant help but think av woke up back in the 80s, when u and that **** OF A BRUVAH of yours nd J n SI, BULLIED N Picked on me just to have a laugh. My God, i truely thought u were a real friend, well, ya obviously as bad as u were in the 80s. I cannot believe what motive u have had over the last 3-4 yrs. I am amazed that u r being like this. Paul: Well, what can i say, it wont be the last time i get used in life. U really have shocked me. Enjoy ya life. Paul: U appear to flatter ya sen, thinking that i constantly talk about u all the time, well, no, i dont. Its good to get new friends in life, sometimes its good to leave the past behind. I wont bother you anymore. Me: Good. That means Uve pissed mi off for the last time Paul: At least u have got to bollox to tell me how it really is. That 1 good thing. You were the last person i thought that would use me. Live and learn tho. Me: Look. I wasn't using u per se...u just pissed mi off so I dint really wanna b friends anymore...that was 2 yrs ago I've not bin able to just shrug it off. Y shunt get a kick outta yer 'friends' problems...y must think yer nice all the ****in time or somert n guess ****in what?..yer not!. A/w that's that. I'm not going to reply anymore. if u wanna stay friends wi people u shud learn not t av Schadenfreude.. Google it. Me: N Ure obviously still bearing grudges from 20 yrs ago so wtf were u even trying t b friends wi me for? Eh? Paul: Never thought i was perfect. U have made it crystal clear, friends are just things in my life i DONT WANT OR NEED. I am thick, and ****ing stupid, Paul: I dont forget when somebody duz that type of thing, just to get a cheap laugh at my expence. Me: So y the **** did y even bother t reply t mi on friends reunited then? Paul: Because i wanted to be ya friend, just cos u did the '****ty thing', dunt mean we had to be enemies for eternity. It was a vile thing to do, we all do daft things in life. Av other friends who have done worserer things to me, i still talk to em. U appear to get off on using me cos u didnt av any or many friends, summat not to be proud of. Tis an extremely hurtful and horrid thing to do, and something i thought u would NEVER DO.
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04-29-2012, 11:09 AM | #18783 (permalink) |
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Btw he is gay and obsessed with my brothr...just to add a bit of context. Don't believe a word of that bout hating my brother. When my brother sent him an email a few yrs ago he almost got his cock out and started frapping off right in front of me over it. And for a bit more context when I was 15 on a day out somewhere, someone, and it probably was me although i can't rember doing put **** in one of his sandwiches aka sarnies.
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04-29-2012, 07:03 PM | #18786 (permalink) |
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I'm starting more and more to see days like days in prison where I'm just ticking them off until I get out although when i get out this time I get out and ****iin' stay out and there won't be anyone, not even people irritated or w/e with how I post on forums, this and the other's I'm on where my **** goes down like a lead Zeppelin, gonna be too freakin' sorry about it. In other worlds I just can't ****in' wait to die now...I mean I can't wait to die now. A/w another one down. Bury my knees at wondered corpse!
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04-29-2012, 09:34 PM | #18787 (permalink) |
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Friends and I planned on watching WWE's Extreme Rules PPV this evening, so I got the PPV.
The friend who I'm kind of upset with already for dating the girl I'm into was going to pick up the other friends, bring them over, and we were all going to watch. Well, for the second time in three days, he bailed. A couple hours in, I finally called to see what was holding him up and he was like, "Uh...I'm kind of out and about right now," being super sketchy, and I immediately knew. The rest of the conversation went something like: Me: Oh. Of course. Him: I'll call you back in an hour or two. Me: Seriously, don't bother. The matches I wanted to see already happened, and, **** it. I'll just stay home alone tonight. Him: Really? Me: Yeah. I mean, it's ****ing whatever. You're already starting your bailing bull****, and it's just...you know, it's whatever. Him: No, it's not. I...I'll call you back dude. Me: No. (Click) A little bitchier than I'd have liked, but with everything going on, I was remarkably calm.
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04-30-2012, 07:49 AM | #18788 (permalink) | |
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Had to go to the hospital yesterday for an NHS24 appointment with the doctor because my cold was getting out of hand. I thought they would've told me to "man-up" or something but left with with some steroids, antibiotics and an inhaler because my "childhood" asthma is back. I hate being ill I can hardly breathe.
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04-30-2012, 09:22 AM | #18789 (permalink) |
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Walked into town today to buy a coat and on the way out saw Cheryl, I'm not 100% it was her but think it was, bent over and I thought she was about to puke on the pavement but she was just spitting or spitting something out. Pure class is our Chez! ha ha ha. I didn't speak to her 'cause she was with somone and I was in a shy mood. I only crossed the rd. a bit in front of her and was a bit disapointed she didn't shout me. i hope she didn't think I was shunning her or anything like that. If she'd have been on her own I'd have gone and had a chat and maybe invited her back here for something to eat altough I'd probably get thrown out 'cause a guy in the bedsit opposite got thrown out a few months ago because his bird was on the game so they'll just not give Cheryl a chance and just think she's trouble. A/w I had £10 more in my bank than I thought so I might go nad watch the match in town tonight which means walking through the red light area and maybe bumping into her and then swapping no.'s so I've got somone to text to and talk to again after finally letting my one and only friend know that I'd be harbouring bad feeling against him for something he said 2 yrs. ago which just made me hate his guts.
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