Wow!

Interesting that beheading people and being sued are manifesting in your subconsciousness. Mine usually involve me having sex then being killed in a gunfight.
And I don't play games or watch porn. Weird, huh?

I wish my dreams were interesting, I usually dream about places I've been to, or places I think I've been to. When I go back to places I've been in my dreams, the negative things are usually exaggerated, and things feel very alien. I remember I dreamed about the apartment I used to live in and how there was this very narrow section with a supposed mother around a burning barrel. I think I had a lawn mower for some reason and I was running over cardboard boxes that had presents in them, and she freaked out because she was poor and she spent all of her money on them for her kid.

My dreams are strange, but not very interesting.

EDIT: I remember there being a lot of styrofoam peanuts when I went on my lawnmower rampage.

^^incidentally, i just woke up from a dream where I was Iron Man, and I was tracing some mad scientist's remote control signals to a rampaging hot air balloon, with Pepper Potts

Had a really nice day with my friends who all go to separate universities today. Not seen most of them in months. Was fab.

I haven't been feeling horribly social lately, but I've been at way more parties and on way more social excursions than usual. Maybe I'm not being antisocial; I think I'm just completely drained at this point.

I don't like being exhausted, not really desiring of huge social events, but feeling obligated to paste a smile on, socialize, and be super-friendly. I seriously sleep for twelve hours+ every time I do that. Probably not a good thing.

I am not very social until it comes to the times I am invited to something I want to attend. Then I am one of the most talkative people there.

I just braved the mall for 3 hours helping my boyfriend do Christmas shopping. It was horrible but we got everything done. Now I have to find something half-decent to wear because he just informed me that we're going to his parents house for dinner tonight. It's the first time I am meeting them and I hope it goes over well :/

I hope that won't be awkward like when I met my girlfriend's parents!

But seriously, don't worry, they are probably going to say "we've heard all about you!" and try and be as nice as possible. Hope it goes well!

Maybe it's harder to meet the girl's parents. I think people are generally more protective of their daughters, especially the dads. I remember when my boyfriend met my parents a couple of months ago, my dad interrogated him like he was a serial killer or something. I know he meant well but it was so embarrassing. I just wanted to crawl into a hole and die. I guess it was because I'm "Daddy's Little Princess" :laughing:! My mom really likes him, though.

I'm terribly shy, and I won't talk a lot until I get to know someone better, so I'm hoping my boyfriend will be able to mediate some kind of conversation.

After about 5 months of having no laptop, I finally have set up my new second hand Acer that I got for the price of free, no complaints here. Music library is all in after about 7 hours of importing and sleep deprivation, and I'm ****ing excited!!!
but...
Had a meeting with a Diversion counselor (got caught with cannabis), 600 word essay, community service, and group therapy...hu-fuckin-rray.