^^but you can't reject death

Very stressed out right now. Dad's in the hospital behavioral unit in Louisville getting meds stabilized. Night two of my show is tonight. I had a meltdown last night and called my best friend a "****ing idiot" and stormed out of the house, ultimately walking home.

Now I just feel awful for that, and know that I need to apologize immediately, but I also need to do 10,000,000 other things.

Oh, and I also have a busted lip, and no idea what the hell happened there.

I also have auditions tomorrow.

I also really need to go get a new prescription for my anti-anxiety medication before I completely lose my mind. Not a good couple of days.

Listening to a playlist of Modest Mouse, Radiohead, Phish, The Grateful Dead, The Flaming Lips, and Beach House right now, trying to get my mellow on. Thus far, not working.

got the fall flu boys, and she's a doozie

Oh man. That really sucks, I've been there before.

Just try to do something relaxing for a while to occupy yourself & blow off some steam. It's also important to realize that while the things you stress out about might be out of your control, your response to those stressors is entirely up to you... I know its's hard, but don't dwell on those things, it can be a vicious cycle.

Today.....My girlfriend found out that her car (our car) engine needed a $1000 repair and that she was denied a job, other than that my day was a OK.

I wrote an absolutely kick-ass song on the guitar that would have earned me billions but then my friend rang and I forgot all about it.
I also got a really horrible cut on my right arm because I was absent-mindedly messing around with a razor blade while trying to remember my guitar lick.

Just remember. It's down the road, not across the street. http://www.unforgivengamers.com/imag.../TrollFace.png

I want a winter boyfriend haha :(.

How is a winter boyfriend different from a spring or autumn one?

Because everyone wants a boyfriend/girlfriend for winter and singleton for summer.