Independence Day here

54th birthday for Malaysia

Up Yours, Malaysia

and I hope the Brits come back

work and it sucked. work in 4 hours and I am wide awake can't sleep.

tried to take a nap just now and ended up trying to surrender to the void or something

Some fucking moronic twat accosted me for not letting him sleep on my floor, as if we were best friends and the only way he could do it was at the top of his lungs in a dimly lit bar. Piece of shit started screaming about me doing ketamine at some time or another.

I wish I had more polite houseguests, likesay Danny the drug dealer.

Let's see . . .
- Over the weekend, during hurricane Irene, I finished my remake of David Bowie's "Cat People"
- Finished mastering a suite of Tribal Belly Dance music for Rachel Brice
- Finished writing the 3rd and final ritual for opening the Qliphothic Gate for the Ordo Luciferi
- Began writing another chapter in a book I hope to finish one year on Musiq and the Occult.
- Tonight I drink Port Wine and host a Luciferian study group in my library

Watching Jersey Shore season 4. Getting a Lamb gigot later with cauliflower\cheese, mash potato, broccoli, and much more scrumptious feastyness. My mate bought a convertible too , so she'll be surprising my friends with it later and we'll go a drive with the roof down. Raining or not. Also, even I lol at the thought of a convertible in Britain, nevermind ****ing Scotland.

Winter is here also, I can see my breath now during the day. That's when I know it's coming slowly but surely. Warm clothes, yay! Wrapping up is awesome.

Winter? Must be nice! It's going to be 35 here today :(

Well it's not full blown winter but it's coming, my nose and feet are always cold and I have the actual cold aswell. The only thing to come is colder weather and the nights drawing in quicker. And snow.

Fancy swapping, I like warm weather. Alot.

I was a bit bored and so ended up looking on a tech forum to see if I could get some info on how to convert video files on my computer to play on Windows Media player and movie maker instead of only playing on Quicktime. I came across a free download that does it. It's a bit messy but at least I can do it now. I'll be forever pissed with Apple for branding my videos with their codex or w/e it's called so it they only play on ****time. What I can't understand is why Microsoft have let Apple get away with it. I mean surely they can stop a rival co. installing software on their opearting system that ****s up part of their software. I don't really know what's going on bbut it seems to me like Apple and Microsoft have been having a bit of a war in my computer and when it comes to playing videos Apple have won.

Went for blood tests today, worried sick that I've got diabetes. I'm slim, walk everywhere, eat reasonably well and have no family history of the disease, but I do smoke a lot... I've been urinating a lot more than usual over the past month and a half, whilst I seem to be constantly hungry at the moment. There's a distinct possibility I'm worrying about nothing, but I'm worrying nonetheless. So yeah, my day has been filled with anxiety, which is set to last until Friday when I get my results. And it's my birthday tomorrow, totally couldn't give a shit about that at the moment.

Yeah, I'm just spewing my nervous energy onto an audience of strangers.