I've texted my mother several times in the past few days and the bitch hasn't responded to any of them.

Snubbed by my own loving mother :(

Day has been boring since I've only been up for 40 minutes. Going nuts though. Feel like getting out soon and just driving some where blasting music. Hmmmmmmmmm maybe I'll drop my ex's keys off to her at work. Better yet her house haha. Don't want a fight at her job, but then again idc about that really.

Hope it doesn't rain again.

saw a chiro for a my knee last friday... it was better monday

today... 7 miles with a painful knee.... damn it.

my day was boring as ****. Drove around to clear my head went to hang with a friend. Brought my ex's car keys with me, but decided as I am in the front of her house not to drop em off. Couldn't work up the nerve to knock on the door. Was too worried about getting into a fight with her and it becoming a bigger problem.
Hung out with a friend and had a few beers with him then came home.

stress stress stress

huge trial tomorrow

stress sucks bro. was stressed the **** out badly to the point it was making it hard for me to breath when laying on my side. also bad chest pain.

having mild panic now actually

dizzy and shallow breathing

sucks.

There's nothing worse than rejection off your own mother. Fact.


Today my mumma and dad got home from their holiday. Kinda missed them just 'being there'. On the upside I got a gorgeous real silk scarf in my favourite colour. I think it's love.

why are you panicking?