^^yeah just bought the expanded anniversary edition

Don't you hate how full you get at Chinese buffets, only to be hungry again and hour later? MSG free my ass. I think what they mean is that the MSG is free, as in, no charge. Clever Chinese bastards.

I spent my day listening to my music collection while playing tetris. It was the best day I've had in a long time.

woke up quite early today - 5 am and couldn't get back to sleep

now walking around in a hypnagougic daze

Spent today writing like a madwoman to distract myself from being completely crushed and heartbroken.

oh dearie, what happened?

Girls are horrible. I've given up so much stuff because I was asked to...and the person said she'd be there when I got better, and got stuff figured out.

And I finally got better, and got stuff figured out, and it was...like, a month too late. She just gave up on me, and then went through this spiel of, "I don't want to hurt you, but I couldn't wait around forever..."

So, I've basically spent two years of my life working for something and fallen flat on my face.

So, she's found someone else. And I've let go of a lot of stuff.

oh well as the Chinese say - "the old has to leave in order to explore new stuff"

That sounds awful. You definitely don't deserve something like that... hope things improve.

I decided today that I need to come back.