Body language is a very real thing. I have studied humans most of my life and have recognized select few, that I'm very sure have used being loud/obnoxious/silly to be a defense mechanism.

I'm a pro at avoiding hangovers. Hydration is key.

i really wish i could get clean sometimes though

Like off booze or dope?

both, really, I just wish I knew what kind of person I really am, sober, clean.

I know someone who's gone totally clean from everything that ever interrupted his life and he's just... oh beyond delightful.... but I wonder if I'm like that, if something within me is so much better than the alcoholic or the drug addict or whatever, I mean just... wow, y'know...

You have to get over the being a miserable wreck before you turn into the beyond delightful.

Spoken like a pro, but you gotta sip it and regulate it properly, there's a whole science it behind it..

as far as I know, the person I mentioned is quite self-deprecating as a natural thing but seems to be the favorite of so many people, it just makes me sick, how is that even possible, to be so lovely, so beautiful, yet so dangerous, so sick to the touch

i have not been so careful today, I assume I will be miserable once the downtime strikes

I am a quiet, reserved little China doll. Tee hee hee.

if I had a dick I'd shove it so violently into your mouth that you'd question your swallowing ability.