ZeldaFan77

Here is another reason for all of what I'm saying in this topic:

Feelings of pleasure are the only true strength in life and allow you to have emotional dominion in your life and this is what makes you a superior person regardless of who you are. Whereas, feelings of depression and rage are inferior emotions because they make you an emotional slave to problems and people in your life rather than having emotional dominion and control in your life over these things through pure pleasure alone. They make you bound by inferior problems and the hurtful criticism of others. So, in a sense, this is what makes me inferior since I have depression. Although feelings of depression and rage may be able to achieve some good things in life despite the fact that they are bad experiences, pleasure can achieve these good things just as good and even better. I don't care how much of a good person others think I am and how much others value me despite my depression or how much great things I do in my life and help others despite my depression, I am still inferior anyway since I am still, in a sense, an emotional slave and am not emotionally dominating over my life over problems and bad people through my pure pleasure alone.

I am inferior because I am not a superior immortal god-like being who has complete control over this life of suffering and despair and that I do not have a superior god-like mind that is unlike a human mind (a human mind easily being prone to suffering, despair, and malfunction such as chemical imbalances or other things that cause us to feel depressed and/or emotionally numb). I don't care that this whole concept of a superior immortal god-like being is nothing more than a non-existing fantasy. I am still inferior anyway for not being a superior immortal god-like being regardless of the fact that it is nothing more than a fantasy. To top it all off, what makes me even more inferior is that I am just going to die and forever remain dead in the end with no heaven as a reward for all my suffering here on Earth. I also have chronic emotional numbness (anhedonia) that is there all the time 24/7 and my life is worthless and being wasted away because pleasure is the most important thing to me in life and is the only thing to me that makes my life worth living regardless of what anyone else has to say about that. And the fact that there is no eternal life of pleasure (heaven) for my life of depression and no pleasure makes me and this life even more inferior and worthless.