That feeling when...

bob. · 07-15-2014, 11:14 AM

Thanks man.....coming from a stand up guy like you....that really means a lot

AJ is my third friend from those days I've lost and most of the others are in jail or prison

really bummed he's gone but also through reflection glad I got oyt of that **** alive

RoxyRollah · 07-15-2014, 11:40 AM

me too. Im glad you are with us also!

FRED HALE SR. · 07-15-2014, 12:33 PM

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Originally Posted by bob.

Thanks man.....coming from a stand up guy like you....that really means a lot

AJ is my third friend from those days I've lost and most of the others are in jail or prison

really bummed he's gone but also through reflection glad I got oyt of that **** alive

I've lost two friends that way. Sorry to hear it. I was unlucky enough to find my best friend at the time, its something i'll never forget.

**Janszoon** · 07-15-2014, 01:16 PM

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Originally Posted by bob.

Tfw

You've only had 4 hours of sleep in the last 48 and you know why.....and your friend calls to tell you that an old friend was found dead this morning with a ****ing needle in his arm....and this is the only way you feel safe in venting

****ing pathetic

I'm so sorry to hear that, bob. Dealing with that kind of thing is really rough.

**Scarlett O'Hara** · 07-15-2014, 06:17 PM

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Originally Posted by bob.

Thanks roxy

really what I needed was some sleep and I was at least granted that more or less

He was 28....I haven't seen him in a couple years and I guess he was getting it together with methadone....unfortunately methadone and dope are a very bad idea

Also a toast to your speedy recovery

Aww what a shame. Yeah it's really dodgy to mix them. Thank you I hope to be better asap!

bob. · 07-15-2014, 07:37 PM

again thanks everyone.....i really appreciate it....lats night when i typed the original message i was already super depressed....just because....had a ****ty day....and was very sleep depraved....and i typed it almost moments after hanging up with the friend who told me...so maybe a little melodramatic

Aj was a great kid....smart, fun and re-introduced me to the greatness that can be in Hip Hop....he was also an amazing graffiti artist.....but when i stopped using this last time.....i broke contact....and have only really seen him tow or three times in the last 5 years....but always kept tabs on him through mutual friends

and my friend Neil i were literally talking about him kicking methadone just three weeks ago....so just hit me kind of hard

thanks everyone

ladyislingering · 07-17-2014, 07:36 PM

Sorry to hear about your friend, Bob. Addiction is a heartless, unforgiving, relentless sickness and it will do whatever it can to drag its victims (sometimes kicking and screaming, but not hard or loud enough) back into its arms.

Spoiler for came here to share this but my sentiments to Bob are more important, hence the spoiler:

~~Sansa Stark~~ · 07-17-2014, 08:32 PM

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Originally Posted by ladyislingering

Sorry to hear about your friend, Bob. Addiction is a heartless, unforgiving, relentless sickness and it will do whatever it can to drag its victims (sometimes kicking and screaming, but not hard or loud enough) back into its arms.

Spoiler for came here to share this but my sentiments to Bob are more important, hence the spoiler:

Ah I know that feel so hard, I just bought a bunch of makeup from eyeslipsface...

35 dollars for the whole lot praise the old gods, half of it was free cause of some promo!!! and thats not even the lip glosses and the lipstains
also you should check them out, their stuff is so quality and I got an awesome cream eyeliner that comes with a little brush. I remember talking about how hard it is sometimes w/ the carpal tunnel getting it so right or w/e (at least I think), you can also get a little makeup remover pen for 3 dollars so I imagine that would be x1000 as helpful in getting your makeup perfect. Although your eyeliner is p flawless already

DwnWthVwls · 07-17-2014, 09:45 PM

How long does all that last?

~~Sansa Stark~~ · 07-17-2014, 10:01 PM

Well most things you're supposed to throw out at 6-12 months, but it lasts quite long. The only thing that doesn't last for me really is eyebrow pencils and my 20 dollar eyeliner (SIGH)

I have sooo much makeup tho

07-15-2014, 11:14 AM	#371 (permalink)
bob. Still sends his reguards. Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Trying to get out of the cat town.... Posts: 5,039	Thanks man.....coming from a stand up guy like you....that really means a lot AJ is my third friend from those days I've lost and most of the others are in jail or prison really bummed he's gone but also through reflection glad I got oyt of that **** alive __________________ A kiss is the beginning of cannibalism. Reach out, pierce the fine fabric of the sheltering sky, take repose.

07-15-2014, 07:37 PM	#376 (permalink)
bob. Still sends his reguards. Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Trying to get out of the cat town.... Posts: 5,039	again thanks everyone.....i really appreciate it....lats night when i typed the original message i was already super depressed....just because....had a ****ty day....and was very sleep depraved....and i typed it almost moments after hanging up with the friend who told me...so maybe a little melodramatic Aj was a great kid....smart, fun and re-introduced me to the greatness that can be in Hip Hop....he was also an amazing graffiti artist.....but when i stopped using this last time.....i broke contact....and have only really seen him tow or three times in the last 5 years....but always kept tabs on him through mutual friends and my friend Neil i were literally talking about him kicking methadone just three weeks ago....so just hit me kind of hard thanks everyone __________________ A kiss is the beginning of cannibalism. Reach out, pierce the fine fabric of the sheltering sky, take repose.

07-17-2014, 07:36 PM	#377 (permalink)
ladyislingering Maelian Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: Seattle Posts: 695	Sorry to hear about your friend, Bob. Addiction is a heartless, unforgiving, relentless sickness and it will do whatever it can to drag its victims (sometimes kicking and screaming, but not hard or loud enough) back into its arms. Spoiler for came here to share this but my sentiments to Bob are more important, hence the spoiler: that feeling when you have to pick up a few cosmetics and the store has a manufacturer's coupon for every single item you happened to choose. __________________ You and I, We were born to die.

07-17-2014, 10:01 PM	#380 (permalink)
~~Sansa Stark~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: The Eyrie, Vale of Arryn, Westeros Posts: 3,234	Well most things you're supposed to throw out at 6-12 months, but it lasts quite long. The only thing that doesn't last for me really is eyebrow pencils and my 20 dollar eyeliner (SIGH) I have sooo much makeup tho