Been through this before and it's not fun. It gets easier over time, but at the moment, it really sucks. The only thing you can do is remember the good times and don't allow yourself to feel guilty for anything regarding the reason he hung himself.

TFW you have to spend seventy bucks buying new pants, shoes, and a belt for a minimum wage job.

Are you broke now?

No, but close enough. Got me some weed money though. Yus.

I thought you didnt smoke.

That's about to ****ing change.

No ****.

I actually thought you didn't care fer it.

I've had my bouts of weed paranoia that made me want to quit at times back in the day, but I'm not really in that headspace anymore, and I ****ing love weed otherwise.

Ok then.I dunno why I thought that but I did.Same reason I thought you were homeless for like 2 years.

Cause you're stupid?