lol from school times, yeah. I sort of end up thinking that they were actually really nice people and forget that I actually liked them.

Actual serious exes, not for at least two years now.

That's for Sansa btw.

I don't miss my ex as much as I miss our lifestyle and some of the things we used to do together. I dream about those things all the time.

Lol I was going to make one the other day but I got drunk instead, maybe tonight

This. To get to a certain comfort level with someone whether male or female is pretty tough and takes time. Starting that over is always no fun.

Yeah the worst thing is everything seems great in hindsight but you remember that things have changed so much. I missed him because I missed the connection we had but then I remembered he told me towards the end of our relationship that he was drifting away because I "made him think too much"

****ing plebe

Well see that's the thing...even though we were married for almost 4 years, I never really felt that connection. But it was still a pretty wild ride.

To say the least!

There's one ex that I get sad about in dreams sometimes. In the dreams I get intensely emotional. Then when I wake up I'm only vaguely sad.

I get it with four particular ones, but in the past it was like a signal they'd be coming back into my life, which I hope isn't the case here

It's creepier to me if they're sex dreams tho

No he felt like he should pay because its common in Russia for men to look after their partners. In New Zealand its not as expected to have a guy pay for things and I do feel weird sometimes when my bf covers everything! Gosh I miss him, I don't know if he can come back from Russia at this point because his working visa wasn't approved.

ahh okay gotcha ;)

that's a dumb quote/lyric

Yes when you love, you may eventually lose that person but losing that person doesn't mean dying. It's not the end of the world when you lose that person.

Also dying in general isn't necessarily losing but transcending to a different level.