Have you ever seriously contemplated killing someone?

anticipation · 04-10-2013, 07:53 PM

Death is too easy, I've only wanted to torture, maim, or mutilate another person.

ladyislingering · 04-10-2013, 08:53 PM

My ex was an abusive psychopath. I considered murdering him on countless occasions. Especially when he was grinding his teeth in his sleep. I'd think, "how easily I could suffocate you with my pillow"....

This guy was such a piece of work that one of the last things I had to do before leaving was cut the ropes from the bedposts. Not even alcoholism was enough to help me through the time I spent with him. I often felt that if I didn't kill him, he'd probably kill me eventually.

I hope he rots in hell.

He wasn't the only person I've considered killing, or really truly thought of just removing from this earth, but he'd be the only one that would have been worth it in every respect. Stupid pig.

The Batlord · 04-11-2013, 09:42 AM

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Originally Posted by ZiggyStardust

I've very nearly physically killed someone.

Happened back in high school, let's just say that due to bullying I stabbed someone in the eye with a knife, the wound got infected and they nearly died.

~~Cuthbert~~ · 04-11-2013, 10:03 AM

Yes, my form tutor when I was in school. When I was younger I genuinely wanted to cut her throat.

Long story short she lied on a statement and I got permanently excluded from school and I never got another school after that, never got to take any exams and never got any qualifications.

ZiggyStardust · 04-11-2013, 10:06 AM

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Originally Posted by Fluffy Kittens

Yes, my form tutor when I was in school. When I was younger I genuinely wanted to cut her throat.

Long story short she lied on a statement and I got permanently excluded from school and I never got another school after that, never got to take any exams and never got any qualifications.

Isn't it illegal to leave school without qualifications?

~~Cuthbert~~ · 04-11-2013, 10:08 AM

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Originally Posted by ZiggyStardust

Isn't it illegal to leave school without qualifications?

I don't know, I don't think so here (England). I was 14 and about to start year 10 (2nd from last year), no other school would have me and I had to attend these schemes aimed at reforming pupils and their behaviour (even though I did nothing wrong).

EDIT - I'm still pissed off about it now actually and I'm not sure if I'm overreacting.

ZiggyStardust · 04-11-2013, 10:26 AM

There's no point being mad at it know, it's happened, nothing you can do about it.

~~Cuthbert~~ · 04-11-2013, 10:35 AM

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Originally Posted by ZiggyStardust

There's no point being mad at it know, it's happened, nothing you can do about it.

I don't think it's the actual incident itself, I don't think I'd be bothered if I'd have got a place at another school and left with qualifications but it was like nobody was bothered about me at the time and I was very angry nobody believed me and I didn't get the same opportunities as everyone else.

Wanderr · 04-18-2013, 04:20 AM

Wow this thread is really interesting, fortunately I haven't ever been bullied or anything but can't deny that there are just some people out there who should just die; definitely would kill some certain people if I had some sort of power to get away with it.

Sequoioideae · 04-18-2013, 04:39 AM

I had serious depression problems when I was younger, but when I was that upset with someone I would think about harming myself instead. I'm not too sure why, I got a satisfaction out of harming myself than harming others. If I was angry enough at anyone to kill them, it would probably be me.

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ladyislingering Maelian Join Date: Apr 2012 Location: Seattle Posts: 695	My ex was an abusive psychopath. I considered murdering him on countless occasions. Especially when he was grinding his teeth in his sleep. I'd think, "how easily I could suffocate you with my pillow".... This guy was such a piece of work that one of the last things I had to do before leaving was cut the ropes from the bedposts. Not even alcoholism was enough to help me through the time I spent with him. I often felt that if I didn't kill him, he'd probably kill me eventually. I hope he rots in hell. He wasn't the only person I've considered killing, or really truly thought of just removing from this earth, but he'd be the only one that would have been worth it in every respect. Stupid pig. __________________ You and I, We were born to die.

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ZiggyStardust Music Addict Join Date: Mar 2013 Location: Mars Posts: 108	There's no point being mad at it know, it's happened, nothing you can do about it. __________________ Welcome to the internet, where opinions are like toilets; everyone thinks theirs are perfect but the public ones stink.

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anticipation Music Addict Join Date: Jun 2005 Posts: 3,565	Death is too easy, I've only wanted to torture, maim, or mutilate another person.

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~~Cuthbert~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Nov 2012 Location: The Black Country Posts: 8,827	Yes, my form tutor when I was in school. When I was younger I genuinely wanted to cut her throat. Long story short she lied on a statement and I got permanently excluded from school and I never got another school after that, never got to take any exams and never got any qualifications.

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Wanderr Groupie Join Date: Apr 2013 Location: Everywhere but home Posts: 2	Wow this thread is really interesting, fortunately I haven't ever been bullied or anything but can't deny that there are just some people out there who should just die; definitely would kill some certain people if I had some sort of power to get away with it.