holdyoualways

wow. ive only been here a few weeks and you already have me down packed.

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adidasss

holdyoualways - very self-conscious, probably bullied or something because i don't understand her very low self-esteem...( no offence ey? )

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holdyoualways

no, not bullied. just constantly picked on. and bad genes. my self esteem has improved throughout the years though. i used to think i was a hideous monster. now thanks to the power of makeup i think i lool halfway decent. plus it doesnt really help much when the guy i like wouldnt give me the time of day. and yeah im so self conscious. its ridiculous.

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adidasss

bullied , picked on ,tomate-o, tomato...so i was right? i knew i was i good judge of character...i'm guessing you get picked on because you don't fight back, my suggestion to you is to fight back, even if it means being a bitch...

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holdyoualways

well when i was in public school the guys would always pick on me. i remember this one time my ex best friends boyfriend said "i would never date you cuz you have things all over your face" meaning acne. it was really bad in grade 7 but its a little better now. even though that kid was a fat idiot it still hurt. and my sis is constantly calling me fat or ugly or stupid. and i dont really fight back cuz shes not any of those things. shes a thin pretty little girl. and yeah im a little jealous of that. she gets all the attention from guys and kevin has an ego bigger than his head so he wont even look at me. oy. story of my life i guess.

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adidasss

man, i knew i was so right about you, nobody has such a bad opinion about themselves on their own...and i thought about saying that you have a sister who's perfect because that's such a classic ...i'll never understand how people can be so cruel to insult you to your face...i've never had that problem myself, but i would like to think i would just feel sad about that person...being your sister or someone else, i'm a christian so ...i feel sad about mean people, we're all going to die one day, and those kind of people never think about what's going to happen to them after..i do...

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holdyoualways

yeah when i was a little kid i didnt pay any attention to my appearance or my intelligence. now those are the main things that bring me down. i dont know how my sister got the way she is. we used to be really close. i think ever since she started caring about her looks and the guys starting paying more attention to her, she just got a humungous ego and felt like she was the big cheese. shes one of those preppy white chicks who insult all the girls. and that definetely is not good for my self esteem. and seeing as how im a teenager with a screwed up brain every time i would get into fights with her i would get really stressed out and do/say things i regret later. everybody knows that she treats me like crap and they all feel sorry for me. i cant even pick out 5 good things about myself, thats how bad it is. it really sucks and i hate it. but, whatever, its a part of life i guess. every teenager goes through it at some time or another. you know, those raging hormones.

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