Originally Posted by ledzeppelinrulz

i have like no self esteem, i hate myself coz im depressed, which adds on to my depression. i really self concious bout myself too. like after this ill say "man im such a *** why the hell did i post that stuff on the net". i take critism very badly, if sum1 calls me big nose, i spend the rest on the year tryin to see if i hav a big nose in the mirror. i regret alot of things, and i analyse myself too much.- heh

Originally Posted by ArtistInTheAmbulance

Im like that, but you have no reason to be, youre awesome! Not that I know you, but still... You can tell. It annoys my friends when Im down/depressed though, they get really fed up of me. So I pretend to be happy, or walk off some place else...

Wow, why the hell do I even have any friends..

Originally Posted by ledzeppelinrulz

yea same, but when my friends see how im feelin by just lookin at me, they get really worked up and do wateva to try me happy, it never does anything so i just fake a smile or pretend to laugh. once my friend made me promise i wouldnt kill myself, and she was gettin really fed up with me and stuff cos i took long to answer.

Originally Posted by ArtistInTheAmbulance

I reckon youre like the male version of me... Heh, we're such depressing fools. How fun...