blastingas10

Yes I saved the biggest part for last. It's not that I'm not feeling it. she's a good friend to me. We have our ups and downs and have broken up before. The problem is what if there is something more out there for me, maybe what I'm in now isn't meant to be. And maybe im missing some really big oppurtunities. I guess it comes down to that typical situation of being young and thinking i dont need to limit myself so much at a young age, I could be missing out on something that is meant to be. I get a gut feeling that says this new girl could lead to something great, but i don't really know her so there's no way to tell. Damn me.

It's kinda like the love at first sight feeling but I'm not dramatic enough to convince myself of that. I've been through that and it ended bad.