college woes: papers, finals, and wanting to kill myself

savannah · 12-06-2010, 08:45 PM

ok ok ok,...so many not kill MYself,....but kill this self that is living in a constant state of stress

here i sit, by no ones fault but my own, on music banter,....not writing a research paper i had due at 8am on hemingway's use of dialog to explore the dynamic between male and female within a strained relationship, in "the hills like white elephants"

the words aren't coming, the air is filled with bowie, i've stopped giving a ****,.....and right now my biggest worry is i'm almost out of weed, i drank all the booze in the house, and all i have left is one piece of two day old sausage, onion, and green pepper pizza from the italian joint down the road

i have no idea how i'm gonna pay financial aid back when i flunk out of school

SATCHMO · 12-06-2010, 08:46 PM

Sad day...

savannah · 12-06-2010, 08:51 PM

womp womp womp

~~Dirty~~ · 12-06-2010, 08:52 PM

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Originally Posted by savannah

ok ok ok,...so many not kill MYself,....but kill this self that is living in a constant state of stress

here i sit, by no ones fault but my own, on music banter,....not writing a research paper i had due at 8am on hemingway's use of dialog to explore the dynamic between male and female within a strained relationship, in "the hills like white elephants"

the words aren't coming, the air is filled with bowie, i've stopped giving a ****,.....and right now my biggest worry is i'm almost out of weed, i drank all the booze in the house, and all i have left is one piece of two day old sausage, onion, and green pepper pizza from the italian joint down the road

i have no idea how i'm gonna pay financial aid back when i flunk out of school

Ah, don't worry... Just pick up your slack next semester. Even if you have to take some time off and save some money up and pay on your loans, you'll be alright. If you gotta go to community college for a semester or two to bump your GPA, just do that. It'll all work out.

SATCHMO · 12-06-2010, 08:52 PM

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Originally Posted by savannah

womp womp womp

Sad tuba

Sad Tuba

Goblin Tears · 12-06-2010, 08:54 PM

I flunked college.

Nowadays I'm a working girl.

savannah · 12-06-2010, 08:58 PM

i LOVE the sad tube

thanks dirty,...thats very encouraging,.....
i dont think i'm gonna flunk out,....but its not looking good
i'm blaming everything on wutang this semester

SATCHMO · 12-06-2010, 08:59 PM

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Originally Posted by savannah

i LOVE the sad tube

thanks dirty,...thats very encouraging,.....
i dont think i'm gonna flunk out,....but its not looking good
i'm blaming everything on wutang this semester

Wu Tang clan aint nuthin' to flunk with!

savannah · 12-06-2010, 09:02 PM

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Originally Posted by SATCHMO

Wu Tang clan aint nuthin' to flunk with!

hey i ment to tell you today,...but,..i smoked and forgot

anyway,...this afternoon i was thinking about what it was like for my ISS teachers in school,....and how i would handle that if i were an ISS teacher

i decided that i would have to make a bulletin board that said

"just cuz you were bad, dont be sad"

and i could like,....give people gold stars for not sleeping

SATCHMO · 12-06-2010, 09:06 PM

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Originally Posted by savannah

hey i ment to tell you today,...but,..i smoked and forgot

Surprised

Quote:

Originally Posted by savannah

anyway,...this afternoon i was thinking about what it was like for my ISS teachers in school,....and how i would handle that if i were an ISS teacher

i decided that i would have to make a bulletin board that said

"just cuz you were bad, dont be sad"

and i could like,....give people gold stars for not sleeping

Bone Thugz plays into this somewhere, I'm sure of it.

12-06-2010, 08:45 PM	#1 (permalink)
savannah afrocentric Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: texas Posts: 753	college woes: papers, finals, and wanting to kill myself ok ok ok,...so many not kill MYself,....but kill this self that is living in a constant state of stress here i sit, by no ones fault but my own, on music banter,....not writing a research paper i had due at 8am on hemingway's use of dialog to explore the dynamic between male and female within a strained relationship, in "the hills like white elephants" the words aren't coming, the air is filled with bowie, i've stopped giving a ****,.....and right now my biggest worry is i'm almost out of weed, i drank all the booze in the house, and all i have left is one piece of two day old sausage, onion, and green pepper pizza from the italian joint down the road i have no idea how i'm gonna pay financial aid back when i flunk out of school __________________ i changed my mind; i changed my mind;now i'm feeling different all that time, wasted i wish i was a little more delicate i wish my i wish my i wish my i wish my i wish my name was clementine - sarah jaffe

12-06-2010, 08:51 PM	#3 (permalink)
savannah afrocentric Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: texas Posts: 753	womp womp womp __________________ i changed my mind; i changed my mind;now i'm feeling different all that time, wasted i wish i was a little more delicate i wish my i wish my i wish my i wish my i wish my name was clementine - sarah jaffe

12-06-2010, 08:58 PM	#7 (permalink)
savannah afrocentric Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: texas Posts: 753	i LOVE the sad tube thanks dirty,...thats very encouraging,..... i dont think i'm gonna flunk out,....but its not looking good i'm blaming everything on wutang this semester __________________ i changed my mind; i changed my mind;now i'm feeling different all that time, wasted i wish i was a little more delicate i wish my i wish my i wish my i wish my i wish my name was clementine - sarah jaffe

12-06-2010, 08:46 PM	#2 (permalink)
SATCHMO Al Dente Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Texas Posts: 4,708	Sad day...

12-06-2010, 08:54 PM	#6 (permalink)
Goblin Tears Music Addict Join Date: Jun 2010 Location: Ireland Posts: 337	I flunked college. Nowadays I'm a working girl.