The Confessional Thread

[ladyislingering]

Originally Posted by Cheese

I dunno I guess a lot of it stems from the "one day they'll walk away so why bother" mantra i've adopted

I have 3 basic extreme fears in this world (in order of severity) :

1. Abandonment.
2. Dying in a car wreck.
3. Getting fat.

I'm paranoid and scared a lot of the time, but I think I'm coming around to the idea that what I've got is real, and he's not going to leave. He's going to be the one who's going to be a real man (unlike the selfish pieces of shit that came before). I've waited my whole life just to not be afraid of losing the one I love; it's about time someone did the right thing. (Ki, love you, sweetie - you're the best.)