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09-30-2010, 06:06 PM | #61 (permalink) |
FakingSuicideForApplause
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Haha, no no, it's not that bad, I actually really love life too much to see it all disappear.
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09-30-2010, 06:21 PM | #62 (permalink) | |
Ba and Be.
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Remember in life there is ultimately only one person you can ever rely on- and that's yourself and I happen to think that no matter how hard crap gets or how I perceive it to be, I will always survive and never let life beat me. Every single person get's down at some point in their life and that's just human nature but u know- I kind of still get off on life. I have episodes where I think the whole world is against me and let it affect me but I never ever get so down and completely blame myself for what happens to me. I really hope I live to be a toothless, cantankerous old bastard (not long to go) that is still fighting whether that is physically, mentally or psychologically. Life hit's you hard time and time and again but it really gets to me when people want to give up especially in those so young. Life is a war and you won't ultimately win because the outcome is always the same but you can win many battles along the way. I know I am coming across like some mindless self help guru but life can go fuck itself if it thinks it has beaten you.
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09-30-2010, 07:13 PM | #63 (permalink) | |
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A few years ago I was in a band with a couple dudes--one was my roommate and the other was a guy that I dated a couple of times. It was one of those situations where it never got very far and we just decided it wouldn't work but we liked each other enough to hang out anyway. This fellow had recently started dating another girl whom he was clearly really into and I was (at least acting) fine with that--I hadn't met her yet, but she seemed alright. So we're practicing (which involves drinking a fair bit, of course) til about 11:30. Then I decide to go to bed while my roommate and this chap go out to the bar that's down the street. I don't know exactly what the conversation they had was, but at around 2:00, I wake up to a knock on my door and he comes in, sits on my bed and asks if he can lie down. Against my better judgement, I tell him yes and we end up f--ing like crazy. The next morning he wakes up and claims not to have any memory of what happened. I told him I was drunk too and wasn't sure either. That very night, I meet his girlfriend for the first time, we both act like absolutely nothing happened and they date for another year before breaking up (although to my knowledge, she never found out anything). My confessions about this are 1) obviously I do remember it in great detail, 2) although I didn't do anything conscious to make it happen, I was hoping it would and 3) it remains the best sex I've ever had with a guy, to the point that I'm getting fidgety just thinking about it.
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09-30-2010, 09:32 PM | #64 (permalink) | ||
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I must confess, the imagery of this description is hard to forget. I am now imagining something like this... ...which pretty much summarizes what sex can be like. :/
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10-01-2010, 10:11 AM | #65 (permalink) |
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^ Not really. I still love The Spice Girls, that's not a confession cause I don't give a ****. Any female (and several males) who were kids in the 90s all liked NSync/BSB/Spice Girls whoever the **** else.
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10-01-2010, 11:51 AM | #66 (permalink) |
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^ Truth.
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10-01-2010, 09:47 PM | #69 (permalink) | |
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10-02-2010, 04:55 PM | #70 (permalink) |
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I might just be a chronically bored, self-pitying, egocentric bastard who constantly talks himself into believing he has feelings when he clearly doesn't.
This makes it quite clearly possible that everything I've ever done with seemingly good intentions has only been done because it's suited my purposes. Vague confession, but confession nonetheless. |
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