The Confessional Thread

~~Sansa Stark~~ · 09-24-2013, 05:30 PM

Do you take any ADD/ADHD meds??

~~Cuthbert~~ · 09-24-2013, 05:33 PM

Nope, & I was clean for at least 9 months before the test as well.

~~Sansa Stark~~ · 09-24-2013, 05:35 PM

Weird

4gotmyPW · 09-24-2013, 07:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Christian Benteke

You passed a drug test when you were dirty, I failed a drugs test when I was clean and knew I was clean and I'm still baffled. The only explanation is that the police must have just been on a wum or something. Still got the paperwork from it, tested positive for coke, referred to drugs councillors for 6 weeks.

That sucks, but counseling is better than jail.

9 months clean & the coke still should up, holy ****, no ****ing way your test was compromised

~~Cuthbert~~ · 09-24-2013, 07:36 PM

I didn't actually have to go to counseling. I was held in a cell and the counselor had to interview me and she didn't think it was necessary, said I looked healthy so she said no need.

jackhammer · 09-24-2013, 09:45 PM

I actually sat for a long while last week and pondered suicide. It wasn't a plea for anything or a cry for help. I just didn't want to worry about anything or be culpable for anything anymore and just wanted to go away and not be anywhere anymore.

I am responsible for things though and had to drag myself out of that state of mind but I do have 2 teenage sons who should really be giving me something back emotionally or maybe I am just hoping for too much.

~~Sansa Stark~~ · 09-24-2013, 09:47 PM

I hope you feel better, Lee

**Janszoon** · 09-24-2013, 09:56 PM

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Originally Posted by jackhammer

I actually sat for a long while last week and pondered suicide. It wasn't a plea for anything or a cry for help. I just didn't want to worry about anything or be culpable for anything anymore and just wanted to go away and not be anywhere anymore.

I am responsible for things though and had to drag myself out of that state of mind but I do have 2 teenage sons who should really be giving me something back emotionally or maybe I am just hoping for too much.

I'm glad to hear you pulled yourself out of it, man. You are responsible and you're a great person to know and the world is richer with you in it. Please remember that.

jackhammer · 09-24-2013, 10:00 PM

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Originally Posted by Sansa Stark

I hope you feel better, Lee

I am OK honestly but there was a few bad days last week when I didn't want to wake up ever.

To MB members who don't know me - I am not some doom monger on here bemoaning my life and painting a depressing pic on life. I am still here posting and enjoying music despite some bad days so I guess what I am saying to you is that we have to get through personal tragedy all the time no matter how trivial and still stay strong.

Mondo Bungle · 09-24-2013, 10:06 PM

I contemplate suicide at least once every two weeks.

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~~Sansa Stark~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: The Eyrie, Vale of Arryn, Westeros Posts: 3,234	Do you take any ADD/ADHD meds??

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~~Cuthbert~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Nov 2012 Location: The Black Country Posts: 8,827	Nope, & I was clean for at least 9 months before the test as well.

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~~Sansa Stark~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: The Eyrie, Vale of Arryn, Westeros Posts: 3,234	Weird

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~~Cuthbert~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Nov 2012 Location: The Black Country Posts: 8,827	I didn't actually have to go to counseling. I was held in a cell and the counselor had to interview me and she didn't think it was necessary, said I looked healthy so she said no need.

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~~Sansa Stark~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: The Eyrie, Vale of Arryn, Westeros Posts: 3,234	I hope you feel better, Lee