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09-12-2012, 02:02 PM | #211 (permalink) | |
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Some people just don't know how to deal with illness in the same manner as yourself, i'm guessing that has something to do with your brothers. Its very admirable the time and care you have put into insure your sisters quality of life. I too would hold some resentment with my siblings if they abandoned my sister if she fell ill. Stay strong. |
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09-12-2012, 02:13 PM | #212 (permalink) |
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Was in a VERY similar situation. My Mom had a grand maul siezure in 1994, and was expected to expire, but when we "Unplugged" her she persisted to get better. Still, she only had the cognitive abilities of a 6 month old baby until she passed in 2008, and was dependant upon my Step-Father, brother and me for her well being.
I was living there, helping take care of her when my Step and me got in a fight. I left with the intentions of never coming back since I was sick of him throwing me out everytime we had a disagreement. Which happened 4 times from the time I was 16. I was in my late 30's when I finally had enough. My Step-Father died last Feb, and I'm so pissed at myself for not mending things before hand, and the thing is... my brother never let me know of his conditions. THAT makes me angry. He could have picked up the phone. He has my number. We only live a few miles apart. I've recently been thinking I need to set things aside, and just contact him. Let by-gones be what they are and renew our relationship. We were always close growing up, and have gone through quite a bit when our parents divorced in the 70's. What I'm saying is at least make the effort to contact them Troll, and let the cards fall where they may. If anything you'll know in your heart you did the right thing.
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09-12-2012, 02:24 PM | #213 (permalink) | |
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I'm terrible with words but as Fred mentioned, what you do for your sister is ridiculously admirable. You should be proud of yourself for doing that alone. I would tell your brothers to **** off, but that's just my stubbornness. Have you tried contacting them and telling them how you feel? They may not realise what extent your sisters illness has reached and how much you miss them.
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09-12-2012, 03:23 PM | #214 (permalink) |
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Well the thing is that back when it all happened, firstly there was no family meeting: it was just sort of taken as read that since I was living with her that I'd look after her. That annoys me, but there it is. I later tried to explain to them that we needed a contingency plan in case I copped it, or became too ill to look after her. One of my brothers' response was that she'd have to go into a nursing home. Hmm. No surprise there, but she heard it and was seriously pissed off. In the end I cancelled the meeting as nobody seemed to want to come, were making excuses and I felt all I would end up doing would be wasting an evening and getting angry as they sat there looking blankly at me. Not worth the aggro.
I don't feel like I should make the first move; they're the ones that have abandoned us and why should I be trying to make them feel better? I also know that if we did patch things up it would only be to smooth out their own feelings of guilt; there'd be no change in how things are. If they agreed to make an effort --- and followed through on it --- then maybe it would be worth it, but I know that wouldn't happen. It'd be more, let's get this over with so he's happy and we can go back to living our lives. An inconvenience, to be dealt with and then pushed aside. I wouldn't mind (well, I would) but I'm not even asking them to help, just keep in contact, but apparently that's too much trouble. No, they're not getting off the hook that easily. Anyone wants to make overtures --- genuine overtures --- towards reconciliation it's going to have to be them.
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Thanks to you, your sister knows what it's like to be genuinely loved by a caring, strong, steadfast, industrious, incredible brother and friend. I'll never forget your post and am totally humbled by it. I think you are beyond amazing. |
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09-12-2012, 04:31 PM | #216 (permalink) |
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Well thank you. Many people say something similar, but to be honest it just embarrasses me. What's the big deal? How could I NOT do this, and live with myself? I always said to her that even had I moved out/emigrated and got the news, I'd come back to look after her. Of course, it shouldn't be left up only to me, and I do worry what would happen should anything happen to me. That's extra pressure. But hey ho, could be worse. At least she doesn't have Alzheimers! Don't think I could cope with that.
But thanks for the kind words, ribbons, and indeed to the rest of you for your support. It really does mean a lot.
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09-12-2012, 06:18 PM | #218 (permalink) | |
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I honestly and completely hate everything about my own reflection, and if I could get away with it I'd wear a mourning veil everywhere. I get so pissed off at attractive people who say they're ugly for attention because some of us are really screwed in the looks department. Honestly at times I have hated myself so much that I've considered suicide as a means of not having to exist in my own skin anymore. /rant
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09-13-2012, 12:45 AM | #219 (permalink) |
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ladyislingering, I have noticed a photo of you and your partner posted some months ago, and I happen to think you are a lovely-looking woman with a great sense of style.
Now, Ted Bundy: that's another matter. He is truly ugly, and I want to throw up every time I see him. *** grabs the Pepto Bismol and fades away *** |
09-13-2012, 02:01 AM | #220 (permalink) | |
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The mother of my daughter's best friend, who is like a second daughter to me, had her children late in life and suffered early-onset Alzheimers. She no longer recognizes her own children, and is cared for by aide at home with help from her daughter. The daughter is 20 and she has two young teenaged sons. As the mother's Alzheimers became full-blown about three years ago, her husband, the father of these children, died of lung cancer. So now this young girl of 20 -- who is an absolutely wonderful person -- has had to care for the family and act as a surrogate mother to her younger brothers. This girl is the strongest and most loving, loveable person I've ever met in my whole life; she and my daughter met on the first day of preschool and they have been best friends ever since. I always call her my second daughter, and she calls me her "adopted" mother. When I think of all she has been through and still endures with her unbelievably positive attitude, it makes all other problems in life dwindle away in comparison. |
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