The Confessional Thread

ThePhanastasio · 09-29-2010, 08:26 AM

Some very interesting secrets / confessions in here.

Also - emostreetguitar562268:
You're still young. You don't need to be doing all that sex stuff now, or the boozing. Take some time to really appreciate your youth, and don't try to grow up so fast! You'll really regret it when the time comes that you actually have to grow up.

My confession / secret stuff:
I kicked an addiction to heroin on my own, and it was the worst time of my life - which is really saying a lot. In order to do it, I pawned a bunch of my possessions so I'd have money to rent an apartment where I could get away from my friends and family so they wouldn't know what was going on, and went through weeks of literal agony by myself.

After that, I won't touch the stuff, and I won't even take narcotic painkillers. I'd been bad off for almost a year when I decided to stop, and I still don't know what happened to cause me to want to stop, or how I had the willpower to stay away from it while I was being tormented with withdrawals.

duga · 09-29-2010, 09:20 AM

Wow, congrats...that is very impressive. I won't pretend to know what withdrawal feels like, but I'm sure it's hell.

I slept with my ex for well over a year after we had supposedly broken up. She also started to date another guy about halfway through this (who she is now marrying). She needed my psychological support and I needed...well...I'm a guy. And she was very attractive. Now, when I say slept together...I do mean slept (as well as sex). For that entire year, she spent every single night sleeping with me even when we didn't have sex. I was always very confused about how the other guy was getting on...

Thrice · 09-29-2010, 10:01 AM

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Originally Posted by ThePhanastasio

My confession / secret stuff:
I kicked an addiction to heroin on my own,

That is awesome!

I'm an alcoholic, attend weekly meetings, then come home and get wrecked. I have no desire to stop, as I enjoy the temporary bit of joy it brings to me and if I don't drink or smoke, I will be up until 4-5am.

DoctorSoft · 09-29-2010, 05:22 PM

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Originally Posted by ThePhanastasio

I kicked an addiction to heroin on my own

If I was you I'd be really proud of myself. I can't imagine how difficult quitting would be. How long have you been clean?

TheCunningStunt · 09-29-2010, 05:24 PM

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Originally Posted by emostreetguitar562268

i have this one thing going on with my ex, its sorta a 'sex buddy' type thing. we're not a couple, but we just have sex whenever we're in the mood. but he has to give me some booze before i agree to anything, otherwise the awkwardness would get to me.

We know you're here.

Dayvan Cowboy · 09-29-2010, 05:35 PM

Here are a few more:

I have a secret obsession with Jonsi, I've punched some dude really hard in the face recently (he cried, and I had a reason), I refuse to brush my hair, I secretly sing off key to Surfer Blood's latest album, I sneak out of the house at 12:00 PM to go onto the roof and listen to music, just to see my parent's reaction (they freak out, and it's very lol), I've never been kissed, I've never been loved by a dude, and I admit to being a huge geek.

EDIT:
I forgot to mention that I have size three feet.

DoctorSoft · 09-29-2010, 05:42 PM

I steal booze and money from my parents, and I talk behind my friend's back's and feel bad about it later.

loveissucide · 09-29-2010, 05:48 PM

I've been practising dentistry without a licence.

TheCunningStunt · 09-29-2010, 05:53 PM

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Originally Posted by loveissucide

I've been practising dentistry without a licence.

Better than practising your gynaecology.

ThePhanastasio · 09-29-2010, 07:28 PM

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Originally Posted by theuglyorgan

If I was you I'd be really proud of myself. I can't imagine how difficult quitting would be. How long have you been clean?

Thanks...it was really rough, but I think it was probably the best decision I could have ever possibly made. If I'd not decided to get clean, I'd probably be dead right now. Seen a handful of people I know die of overdoses in the past three years or so, and the stuff's really bad around this area...I've been clean since February of 2008.

09-29-2010, 09:20 AM	#12 (permalink)
duga MB quadrant's JM Vincent Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: Washington, DC Posts: 3,762	Wow, congrats...that is very impressive. I won't pretend to know what withdrawal feels like, but I'm sure it's hell. I slept with my ex for well over a year after we had supposedly broken up. She also started to date another guy about halfway through this (who she is now marrying). She needed my psychological support and I needed...well...I'm a guy. And she was very attractive. Now, when I say slept together...I do mean slept (as well as sex). For that entire year, she spent every single night sleeping with me even when we didn't have sex. I was always very confused about how the other guy was getting on... __________________ Confusion will be my epitaph...

09-29-2010, 05:35 PM	#16 (permalink)
Dayvan Cowboy Basscadet Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: Antarctica Posts: 1,258	Here are a few more: I have a secret obsession with Jonsi, I've punched some dude really hard in the face recently (he cried, and I had a reason), I refuse to brush my hair, I secretly sing off key to Surfer Blood's latest album, I sneak out of the house at 12:00 PM to go onto the roof and listen to music, just to see my parent's reaction (they freak out, and it's very lol), I've never been kissed, I've never been loved by a dude, and I admit to being a huge geek. EDIT: I forgot to mention that I have size three feet. Last edited by Dayvan Cowboy; 09-29-2010 at 05:41 PM.

09-29-2010, 05:48 PM	#18 (permalink)
loveissucide Himself Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: Leuven ,Belgium, via Ireland Posts: 1,325	I've been practising dentistry without a licence. __________________ www.last.fm/user/p-mccusker http://www.mixcloud.com/pmccusker www.valjester.wordpress.com

09-29-2010, 08:26 AM	#11 (permalink)
ThePhanastasio Killed Laura Palmer Join Date: Sep 2010 Location: Ashland, KY Posts: 1,679	Some very interesting secrets / confessions in here. Also - emostreetguitar562268: You're still young. You don't need to be doing all that sex stuff now, or the boozing. Take some time to really appreciate your youth, and don't try to grow up so fast! You'll really regret it when the time comes that you actually have to grow up. My confession / secret stuff: I kicked an addiction to heroin on my own, and it was the worst time of my life - which is really saying a lot. In order to do it, I pawned a bunch of my possessions so I'd have money to rent an apartment where I could get away from my friends and family so they wouldn't know what was going on, and went through weeks of literal agony by myself. After that, I won't touch the stuff, and I won't even take narcotic painkillers. I'd been bad off for almost a year when I decided to stop, and I still don't know what happened to cause me to want to stop, or how I had the willpower to stay away from it while I was being tormented with withdrawals.

09-29-2010, 05:42 PM	#17 (permalink)
DoctorSoft Rocket Appliances Join Date: Oct 2009 Posts: 1,335	I steal booze and money from my parents, and I talk behind my friend's back's and feel bad about it later.