Horrible things will happen to you whether you encourage them to or not. Personally, I'm aiming not to be the sole cause of any of those horrible things, but maybe I'm just a boring person. :laughing:

@BF

I used to agree with that whole heartedly but after last night. I mean, I tried to kill someone who robbed me. I'm not well, I need stability. Different strokes. Some people can hack it, I apparently cannot.

And i hope you find it and that over time you find a balance for a happy life.

All im saying is it doesn't have to be cleanest life, ya know?

it can't be all about work, it can't be all about settling, idk about other ppl, but settling can kill my soul! sure i can have a super responsible life but im gonna be unhappy as hell living it.

ppl will tell me that's the path of long term happiness, security and maturity
That in the long run it is what best for me and they're right, but what about living in the moment? is a moment where you had fun a wasted moment cause it wasn't productive?

If you want I can be the reason for the chaos and misery in your life. I have a knack for that.

On friday night my best friends girlfriend and I drunkenly exposed ourselves to each other.

Now that neither of them are responding to my texts, I fear this may have been a mistake.

Watching people eat meat disgusts me. This dude at the train station today had some messy ass BBQ ribs and it just twisted my stomach having to stand next to him, his face covered in meat bits and sauce and a pile of bones haphazardly thrown into a plastic bag at his feet. It was just gross.

A zen monk asked his master what is the secret to a happy life? The master led the monk out into the garden, pointed at the bamboo trees and said "Look, there is a tall one, and there is a short one". At that moment the monk was enlightened.

I was a total fecking bitch during late 2012/13. Not really much of a confession but I do look back and think, "why was I so nasty?".

I once bought a Cradle of Filth shirt from Hot Topic.

I'd confess to liking CoF, but I wouldn't say that's so outrageous, because in a select few of their albums are genuinely awesome, specifically V Empire, which actually remains one of my favorite extreme metal albums

I want to be desired by most people I know, but to have them know I'm unattainable, and to know their misery.