I Tear my heart open . . .
 

Yeah well I figured I know yous all pretty well or that yous all know me enough to help me out with this problem of mine

I seem to be infatuated, in love with this guy I know.
I'v eliked him for a long time. Most of our friends haveknown that I've liked him for a long time even though they don't understand why I like him. but that's besides the point.

As of Valentine's day this guy definitely knows that I like him. And since Valentine's Day things between us have not been the same. I'm not sure if he's still mad at me because of what happened on valentine's day or if he just hates me now because he still has to see me and that we both have some of the same friends and some of our friends act like jerks about the whole incident.

Please help. I have only gotten 13 hours of sleep altogether these past 12 days. I almost got hit by three cars, I have cried just about every night this past week and i refuse to apologize to that sorry good for nothing a hole again because my ego won't let me. And he still gives me the freaking butterflies.
So some advice would help. I am desperate. I spent almost 60 dollars on nutter butters since this whole fiasco started. If you don't wanna help me because you hate me then fine. But do it for my wallet which has reached a balance of 7 dollars and 79 cents.

Thank yous all so much
Peace out.

Well whatever happened on Valentines Day, if he hates you now because of it then you need to find a way to get over him. He's not worth it if thats the case to be honest...
And if he doesnt hate you and its just your paranoia (more likely) then I'd just leave him be for a bit, give him some space mebbe. After a while, start talkin to him more and be more friendly and things'll sort themselves out sooner or later. Guys need space just as much as us, he might just want to figure things out in his head a bit.

Im sorry, I absolutely suck with giving advice, but I feel mean if I dont.. Hope things get sorted soon for ya.

i kinda doubt it's my paranoia although I won't go as far as to say he hates me either though. I mean I can defintiely tell that he isn't too fond of me at the moment though. And I wa stalking to this really good friend of his sometime last week and he knew about what happened he said that he just needs soemtime to get over it because he was pretty uset. He looked upset too. (I took pictures of his reactions during the whole 'ordeal' and in one picture his hand is balled into a fist and in the other he looks like he's either dead or wants to be dead)

And thanks for the quick reply.
And I haven't given up on him yet. And I won't give up yet either. Not until he either just comes out and tells me how he feels for me or he does something pretty mean to me in which case I'll either bash his nuts in or get my brother on him.

Peace out.

what happened on valenitines day? do tell.