First Love (house, punk, rock, doors, Eminem)

xEmochicKx · 01-26-2005, 07:15 AM

Anyone have any "first love" stories they wanna share?

Raine · 01-26-2005, 07:43 AM

One of my first loves died a couple years ago.
A couple months after we started 'dating' although that probably isn't the right word.
It was something of a bad day for her I suppose.
I mean Shortly after I met her she found out she had syphilis which is treatable and curable. But her body was kinda rejecting the treatment. And then it became something else. She developed something called 'n- stage syphilis' and at that point nothign much can be done. And a little while later we found out she had HIV as well. Not surprising since a lot of my friends back then had HIV or AIDS. And then something weird happened. Yep. I fell in love with her, and one thing lead to another.
And then her mom (who was and still is a jerk) kinda pissed her off one day. Well Lena had already been clean of heroine for about a year. (By that point I had known her for three years) and next thing we know we found her dead in the car. She had shot herself up, od-ed and died of a combination of things. The relapse from the heroine mainly and maybe some of it had to do with the HIV. Who knows. Oddly enough a lot of my friends who developed HIV when we were younger are still alive. And sadly most of my friends I knew when I was younger who died usually died as a result of suicide.
Go figure.

And there was this guy who i thought I loved but later on realized he was bad for me. Yeah. Guys. They're just not worth it. Drove me to drugs and a ton of other things.
The sicko. And on top of that he was a jerk. How could someone with so little self esteem be such a jerk? I ask myself that a lot of times but then I realize that the relationship went bad not just because of him but also because I stayed in it despite how sick he was making me feel in the inside when I did some of the things I did.
Love is truly blind because at the point I thought it was love. And now that I'm older I realize the correct term for it is obsession.

And here's a funny one.
This i guy didn't want to like me did. And I hated it when he told people I was his girlfriend because I wasn't. And one day he went singing down the halls "Cee Cee. . I love you" It was one of the most embarassing things in the world. And as I left my science class or whatever it was, there was this teacher standing outside the door laughing at me. I was so mad and my cheeks turned bright red cause I was blushing that hard.

And there was this time last year when I fell in love with this guy at my school. He had a mullet so none of my friends could figure out why I liked him. I just said that beauty is only skin deep. And it was so funny because then when he cut the mullet I thought he looked ugly. And then as my love (obsession) for him grew I swear he started to glow.

I've got a lot of love stories to tell.
And some not even having to do with me.

Like the reason i don't internet romances is because one of my friends was stalked over the internet. And because one of my friends met this guy by accident when she started recieving email form him. (She was 9 at the time) Yeah well she liked this guy and the guy liked her and the guy also lied to her about his age. One day she was home from school, some 50 something year old man came to her doorstep.
When she told me this story I died laughing.

Peace out.

blackTshirt · 01-27-2005, 02:15 AM

we were in kindergarten and he was younger. haha, really, i was "so in love" and just when he said we should play that "mother and father" game (oh God, good i didn't find out how to play it) my grandpa just came to pick me up...i was so sad back then...and i started school soon after that and he had another year or smth, anyways never seen him again

All_Nite_Dinah · 02-13-2005, 10:24 AM

Ive had plenty of girlfriends before and still remain pretty good friends with many of them to this day but I can say I never loved any of them because no matteer how much I liked them I just didnt love them..... My girlfriend now is something else. I love her with every ounce of my being. Im kind of a shy guy so I had a crush on her for the longest time but the problem was her best friend had a crush on me and asked me out one day. I guess I didnt see any harm in going on a date and shes a cool girl but It just didnt click. So after that I finally had the all clear to ask her out. And when I finally did ask her out, she ran away. That was when I knew I liked her alot. Sure I was woried but who can say thats ever happened to them before? Anyway the nexy day I talked to her agin and she said yes, yay. We've been together for around a year now and she makes me happier than any person ever could. She is everything thats good in the world all bundled up into one person. As smart, beutiful, and silly as anyone could ever be. Im a fairly negative cynical sarcastic person but she just brings out the best in me. When stuff is bad she points out the positives and can just turn anything around for me. Its the kind of thing where I would walk through a cactus field full of feral wolves just to see her and I know when I finally saw her she would be there to but band aids on me and give me rabies shots. I love her.

Kurt_Cobain · 02-19-2005, 01:04 PM

My first loves name was Shammeen Allen. We were five. *Sighs*, she was like perfect. She had this long black hair and greenie blue eyes with these faint freckels. Hmmm. I never got with her and I havent seen her since year 6, im in year 13 now, college. I miss her so much.

Anarchy doll · 02-21-2005, 08:33 PM

well, I have only ever been in love 2 times, once when I was 15, I met this guy named Chris, a redhead with a real Eminem type attitude, and he was soooo sweet to me and nice, and I thought he was the best thing in the world, and they would always include me in their partying, and all, until one day, he just disappeared and never awnsered my calls again.
My second love is still the only man that I will ever love, he is a serious anarchist, and a punk rocker, with Clockwork orange make-up everyday with explanation, and long shoulder legnth hair wiht little curls at the tips, and he was quite the serious druggie, but we both were and we had the times of our lives...
People that we used to know would reffer us to 2 couples, the modern day Sid and Nancy or Mickey and Mallory. We were wild and wild about each other, I had his name tattooed on me and we got married a few months later. We have a son, that we named Sid after the late great Sid Vicious, and he was incarserated 4 times and I waited for him faithfully every time....We had to seperate because we had to both get clean seperately, it hurts us both everyday to be seperated, and we know that one day we will be together, and if that can't happen here then we will meet up on the other side, and then we will truly be free together. I know it sounds crazy, but that is what we both are and that was what we both were about each other. We found complete happiness when we were together....his name is Andy

explosions-in-my-pants · 03-01-2006, 07:04 PM

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Originally Posted by ledzeppelinrulz

went to a party, girl apprently liked me, was with me for all of the party and we hit it off really well, a couple days later i went to the movies with my friends (she was there too) again i was with her for the whole time we were there, but like im a mega no self-esteem guy so i never thought she liked me, i only found out cos her friends told me, i asked her out and we were together for a couple months and i was really happy, i wasnt depressed anymore or anythn and i was makin 10 songs a day about her, and at the height of my happiness, she dumped me and to make matters worse, she did it on msn. that killed me, i now am constantly thnkn about her and gettin depressed and at one point i wanted to kill myself, but my friends are all supportive and stuff. so yea. i still make songs about her, only theyre not happy, more depressed "y did u hurt me" kinda songs.

this whole thing put me off relationships and goin out.

those to me are the best types of songs..
if your a really depressive person, when your with someone then just become this happy person, its because you were dependent on her to make you happy.. and well her just being there being with you made you a happy guy.. thus making everything else in your life easier to live with. then when the relationship ends, its like a big shock to your ego, to your self esteem.. to your mind.. and everything seems so much harder then it ever was before she came into your life.. nothing seems as great anymore, like there's a fog between you and your thoughts of her.. how every thought leads back to her, how you just can't runaway from the thought of her.

i used to get like that... but yea there just my opinions

i was 14 i new this guy.. noel, and well to me he was this mall rat dirt bag that thought he was cool shit. (i was also a mall rat... but yes i was a bitch of a bitch in my mind) I always disliked him and most of his friends, they all annoyed the shit out of me. So he's going out with this friend of mine, we weren't close or anything just sat with each other on the bus to school and every now and then would make plans to hang out but never actually would. So then she starts to talk to me and her and noel, and i just laughed about it.. thought she was a stupid girl for going out with him. so then one day noel's ex girlfriend is over at my house, and noel is just leaving his girlfriend's house and walks through my backyard on his way home (which isn't creepy really cause it was like this big feild, and then like alot of trees in those trees was a playground) and he seen us out on the back step.. cause my friend was having a smoke. and he came over to talk to her cause well they were still friends, so then me and noel are fighting about some random things, and she buts in and says it would be so funny if you guys end up together.. and we all laughed it off.. so noels gf is having trouble in the relationship with him and starts to talk ot me about it, i tried to help out was being honest and what not.. and then out of no where he desides he wants me and breaks up with her and starts seeing me that night..(well not kiss) he said he loved me when we were together for liek a few weeks, i never said it back.. but he was my best relationship i've had.. and i've been in like 4 sense then.. weird how things work out.. i was his first love he wasn't mine
why i broke up with him:
a- i needed to learn what it was like to break a heart
b- he was really needy and i wasn't ready for that then
c- i couldn't have a life... cause he was always there.. we had to be together at all times

my first love:
summer of 2004, i was seeing this guy for about 5 months when finally i said it.. but it was only true in the moments i said it.. why? because he was to much of a assholes to hold my heart throughout the hole relationship... i fell in love and out of love within weeks.. yet the relationship lasted a year after falling out of love.. becuase i was stupid and wouldn't leave.

Mama Booze · 03-01-2006, 07:44 PM

Farrrrrr across the distance...
and spaaaaaaces betweeennnn uss..
you have come to show us....
gooo onn...

*crys* I actually cried at this thread...gosh. haha

--------
Well alright, the first was not really a love, more of a so in love with the idea of being in love...but ok, I was infatuated with them...them is the reason I am now grounded from IM since thanksgiving of two years ago....ha. we had some good times...I still talk to them, even in brief. But it was a good time.

The other one...some people say I loved them as much as I possibly could. And I did. We were just made for each other. We were one of those couples that were so sickeningly alike...it was wonderful and uplifting while it lasted...and we sure did rack up some phone bills, heh. And we were on again off again for two years...we fought a lot. But in the times we weren't fighting...heh it was maybe the happiest I'd ever been. And now it's sad...like we don't speak, hardly. Because we had tthis one really big fight. Don't even remember what it was about...isn't that sad? Yea...I can't really describe it, in the words of the old Rose in the Titanic, "a woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets."

Laces Out Dan! · 03-01-2006, 08:27 PM

I fell in love with my hand after i discovered the invention we like to call...."Masterbation" twas many years ago but i still remember it like it was yesterday...

mosesandtherubberducky · 03-01-2006, 08:28 PM

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Originally Posted by _LesPaul43_

I fell in love with my hand after i discovered the invention we like to call...."Masterbation" twas many years ago but i still remember it like it was yesterday...

It was the same thing for me but replace hand with goat and masterbation with raping and you got the same story practically.

01-26-2005, 07:15 AM	#1 (permalink)
xEmochicKx Music Addict Join Date: Jun 2004 Posts: 91	First Love Anyone have any "first love" stories they wanna share?

01-26-2005, 07:43 AM	#2 (permalink)
Raine Full-Time Hellion Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: PA Posts: 1,531	One of my first loves died a couple years ago. A couple months after we started 'dating' although that probably isn't the right word. It was something of a bad day for her I suppose. I mean Shortly after I met her she found out she had syphilis which is treatable and curable. But her body was kinda rejecting the treatment. And then it became something else. She developed something called 'n- stage syphilis' and at that point nothign much can be done. And a little while later we found out she had HIV as well. Not surprising since a lot of my friends back then had HIV or AIDS. And then something weird happened. Yep. I fell in love with her, and one thing lead to another. And then her mom (who was and still is a jerk) kinda pissed her off one day. Well Lena had already been clean of heroine for about a year. (By that point I had known her for three years) and next thing we know we found her dead in the car. She had shot herself up, od-ed and died of a combination of things. The relapse from the heroine mainly and maybe some of it had to do with the HIV. Who knows. Oddly enough a lot of my friends who developed HIV when we were younger are still alive. And sadly most of my friends I knew when I was younger who died usually died as a result of suicide. Go figure. And there was this guy who i thought I loved but later on realized he was bad for me. Yeah. Guys. They're just not worth it. Drove me to drugs and a ton of other things. The sicko. And on top of that he was a jerk. How could someone with so little self esteem be such a jerk? I ask myself that a lot of times but then I realize that the relationship went bad not just because of him but also because I stayed in it despite how sick he was making me feel in the inside when I did some of the things I did. Love is truly blind because at the point I thought it was love. And now that I'm older I realize the correct term for it is obsession. And here's a funny one. This i guy didn't want to like me did. And I hated it when he told people I was his girlfriend because I wasn't. And one day he went singing down the halls "Cee Cee. . I love you" It was one of the most embarassing things in the world. And as I left my science class or whatever it was, there was this teacher standing outside the door laughing at me. I was so mad and my cheeks turned bright red cause I was blushing that hard. And there was this time last year when I fell in love with this guy at my school. He had a mullet so none of my friends could figure out why I liked him. I just said that beauty is only skin deep. And it was so funny because then when he cut the mullet I thought he looked ugly. And then as my love (obsession) for him grew I swear he started to glow. I've got a lot of love stories to tell. And some not even having to do with me. Like the reason i don't internet romances is because one of my friends was stalked over the internet. And because one of my friends met this guy by accident when she started recieving email form him. (She was 9 at the time) Yeah well she liked this guy and the guy liked her and the guy also lied to her about his age. One day she was home from school, some 50 something year old man came to her doorstep. When she told me this story I died laughing. Peace out. __________________ A pair of powerful spectacles has sometimes sufficed to cure a person in love. ~ Friedrich Nietzsche

01-27-2005, 02:15 AM	#3 (permalink)
blackTshirt The Randomness Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: romania.. shut up Posts: 854	we were in kindergarten and he was younger. haha, really, i was "so in love" and just when he said we should play that "mother and father" game (oh God, good i didn't find out how to play it) my grandpa just came to pick me up...i was so sad back then...and i started school soon after that and he had another year or smth, anyways never seen him again __________________ My rims never spin, to the contrary You'll find that they're quite stationary.

02-13-2005, 10:24 AM	#4 (permalink)
All_Nite_Dinah Not Impressed Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Wisconsin Posts: 741	Ive had plenty of girlfriends before and still remain pretty good friends with many of them to this day but I can say I never loved any of them because no matteer how much I liked them I just didnt love them..... My girlfriend now is something else. I love her with every ounce of my being. Im kind of a shy guy so I had a crush on her for the longest time but the problem was her best friend had a crush on me and asked me out one day. I guess I didnt see any harm in going on a date and shes a cool girl but It just didnt click. So after that I finally had the all clear to ask her out. And when I finally did ask her out, she ran away. That was when I knew I liked her alot. Sure I was woried but who can say thats ever happened to them before? Anyway the nexy day I talked to her agin and she said yes, yay. We've been together for around a year now and she makes me happier than any person ever could. She is everything thats good in the world all bundled up into one person. As smart, beutiful, and silly as anyone could ever be. Im a fairly negative cynical sarcastic person but she just brings out the best in me. When stuff is bad she points out the positives and can just turn anything around for me. Its the kind of thing where I would walk through a cactus field full of feral wolves just to see her and I know when I finally saw her she would be there to but band aids on me and give me rabies shots. I love her. __________________ If I cant dance I dont want to be part of your revolution. DEATH TO FALSE DUDES!

02-19-2005, 01:04 PM	#5 (permalink)
Kurt_Cobain Alan Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: In bed, with Cheryl Tweedy Posts: 275	My first loves name was Shammeen Allen. We were five. Sighs, she was like perfect. She had this long black hair and greenie blue eyes with these faint freckels. Hmmm. I never got with her and I havent seen her since year 6, im in year 13 now, college. I miss her so much. __________________ http://kungfucrazy.forum-motion.com/

02-21-2005, 08:33 PM	#6 (permalink)
Anarchy doll punk rock mommy Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: in my mind Posts: 660	well, I have only ever been in love 2 times, once when I was 15, I met this guy named Chris, a redhead with a real Eminem type attitude, and he was soooo sweet to me and nice, and I thought he was the best thing in the world, and they would always include me in their partying, and all, until one day, he just disappeared and never awnsered my calls again. My second love is still the only man that I will ever love, he is a serious anarchist, and a punk rocker, with Clockwork orange make-up everyday with explanation, and long shoulder legnth hair wiht little curls at the tips, and he was quite the serious druggie, but we both were and we had the times of our lives... People that we used to know would reffer us to 2 couples, the modern day Sid and Nancy or Mickey and Mallory. We were wild and wild about each other, I had his name tattooed on me and we got married a few months later. We have a son, that we named Sid after the late great Sid Vicious, and he was incarserated 4 times and I waited for him faithfully every time....We had to seperate because we had to both get clean seperately, it hurts us both everyday to be seperated, and we know that one day we will be together, and if that can't happen here then we will meet up on the other side, and then we will truly be free together. I know it sounds crazy, but that is what we both are and that was what we both were about each other. We found complete happiness when we were together....his name is Andy

03-01-2006, 07:44 PM	#8 (permalink)
Mama Booze Here's lookin at you, kid Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: The White Hotel Posts: 366	Farrrrrr across the distance... and spaaaaaaces betweeennnn uss.. you have come to show us.... gooo onn... crys I actually cried at this thread...gosh. haha -------- Well alright, the first was not really a love, more of a so in love with the idea of being in love...but ok, I was infatuated with them...them is the reason I am now grounded from IM since thanksgiving of two years ago....ha. we had some good times...I still talk to them, even in brief. But it was a good time. The other one...some people say I loved them as much as I possibly could. And I did. We were just made for each other. We were one of those couples that were so sickeningly alike...it was wonderful and uplifting while it lasted...and we sure did rack up some phone bills, heh. And we were on again off again for two years...we fought a lot. But in the times we weren't fighting...heh it was maybe the happiest I'd ever been. And now it's sad...like we don't speak, hardly. Because we had tthis one really big fight. Don't even remember what it was about...isn't that sad? Yea...I can't really describe it, in the words of the old Rose in the Titanic, "a woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets."

03-01-2006, 08:27 PM	#9 (permalink)
Laces Out Dan! I love Puck Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: British Columbia Posts: 4,614	I fell in love with my hand after i discovered the invention we like to call...."Masterbation" twas many years ago but i still remember it like it was yesterday... __________________ We are entirely smooth, We admit to the truth, We are the best at what we do.