Yeah, I am, and I'm not taking the prescribed **** or in therapy

Opiates, dissociatives mostly
and probably whack chemicals

It's probably that chemical concoction then.

:(

Or maybe it's the robotripping? Drugs have weird interactions sometimes.

I have no idea, I'm ****ed up without drugs now too with the having an identity crisis

Maybe add some Viagra or something :D

Is it possible the drugs are the cause rather than the cure for the identity crisis?

This is ****ed up, but if a girl swallows my load or even tastes it I automatically think she is a slut & will never **** her again

Also I think everyone should be like me in the sense that I will never **** a girl w/o a condom. I mean I'll take a blow job but I will never enter w/o a condom & I don't kiss anyone unless they get tested, that requirement is more recent than the former.

Some girls like to do it though. There's nothing wrong with swallowing, but there is something wrong with thinking that she's a slut/whore/whatever for doing it.

Getting an STD test before kissing someone wouldn't be a requirement for me, but before sleeping with them, of course.

Same here. I doubt I'll do it unless I'm actually ready for kids.