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01-24-2015, 09:49 PM | #10581 (permalink) | |
Maelian
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I CAN DEAL WITH THE FINGER SITUATION JUST OH MY GOODNESS HE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL IT MAKES ME WANT TO SCREAM
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02-13-2015, 02:13 PM | #10582 (permalink) |
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03-15-2015, 04:24 AM | #10584 (permalink) |
Dude... What?
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Had the opportunity to have sex with a man again recently. Granted it was shortly after drinking more than I could handle, having an anxiety attack, and making a fool of myself. I'd be a billionaire if I got paid for all the stupid embarrassing **** I put myself through. It wasn't under ideal circumstances. I'll spare the details but it seemed a little shady. Ultimately I think I just enjoy the attention. The company I've been around for most of my life has put me in places where I feel ignored by women who see me as failing and pretending to adhere to more conventional standards or falling short to alternatives. So I default to any attention I do get... which has always been from gay males. It's nice to feel appreciated by people who see you for who you are outside of orientation but ultimately it's just not for me. It's weird seeing how people react to that though, the dude I was with seemed pretty pissed after I turned him down. Thanks for the weed and the brandy but that don't mean I'm gonna friggin blow you dude goddamn.
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04-25-2015, 05:37 AM | #10585 (permalink) |
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She's right. It's very hard for us men to sexualize people, especially women.
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04-25-2015, 05:45 AM | #10586 (permalink) | |||
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04-27-2015, 01:08 AM | #10587 (permalink) |
Dude... What?
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It was an eye-opener for sure. What's worse is I've totally done the same thing, more or less. Just... you know... stupid cute **** for affection rather than drugs for sex. Live and learn. Still feeling pretty lost, frustrated, and embarrassingly desperate. I wonder if it's because I'm so impressionable that I feel so sexually confused... any attention I get is so enticing I don't really think about whether or not I actually want it or will enjoy it.
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04-28-2015, 01:03 PM | #10589 (permalink) |
Music Addict
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yes, once. I was pretty loaded tho and it just sort of happened. only lasted for like 2 min before we switched but I remember digging it. and I remember it smelling. id probably do it again in the heat of the moment if the girl wanted to, but at this point im not likely to ask or intitiate (im still kinda scared of butts tbh)
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