I have no idea what I want for x'mas.

This is gunna sound way 2004 emo, but Im going home for x-mas, and I just want to spend time with my ex gf and try to work **** out. Man I sound pathetic

Aw! That's so sweet.

I was thinking about calling my ex 'boyfriend'.
Don't know. I just miss hearing his voice a little bit.

And for the most part I'll probably end up in New York just because I don't wanna spend christmas here. with my family. with a bunch of wierdos I'm only related to by blood.

And I plan on bringing out the note pad and the sketch book. It's been awhile since I've written or drawn anything for my own sake of peace.

i don't know why, but i prefer to give presents (if i have money) rather than getting something i don't want. my big plan for this Christmas was to give the boy i like something really nice, but i've just found out he has a girlfriend and he also might've realised i like him so...i don't know.
but isn't Christmas the perfect excuse to be closer to people that you usually can't approach? in my case, it isn't, sadly :( but ah well.
and yes, Christmas has become a little too comercial, but we see it now, more than we did before, because when we were younger we didn't care about anything else as long as we got the toys we wanted.

you know what's really cute? :pssst: --> "I feel it in my fingers, I feel it in my toes...Christmas is all around me, and so the feeling grows [...] c'mon and let it snow" :laughing:

hm....for xmas...I don't really need much of anything.

I'm moving towards becoming vegan, so I would like to have all new set of products concerning personal hygene(shampoo, bodywash) and beauty(makeup, lotions). Dagoba chocolate too!
Some jeans would be great.
To take a day over X-mas break and go skiing with my bf.

I'd like to be exempt from finals so I can really enjoy the break, and the rest of the winter and spend more time skiing. Other than that, just a pair of line reactor bindings, torn ACL's aren't a lot of fun.

:soapbox:damn i hate you all, you all have bf's/bf's or at least ex's and i have neither. spare a thought for people like me when you get upset cos you dont have a partner anymore:jailed:
P.S: we're gettin a new computer and here it is: www.apple.com/imac/

love, family, sharing, blah, blah, blah. i want a PS2.

don't worry, i'm in the same situation ;) i hope that makes you feel better in a way.. but i'm not getting a new computer!! :bringit: