Lol Rezz.

If I'm being totally honest it was my fault both times around, I meant well though and I wish she'd at least let me explain myself. I don't think we can really be friends again though :\

What in the **** did you do to the poor girl?

Now you do.
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She knew I liked her, told me it was never gonna happen but I still kept at it like an idiot. Then, once, I got reallllllllllllllllyyy drunk and almost got into a fight with a guy who she was rumored to be into. I knew that guy, he was a ****ing dick who didn't deserve her and she always goes for guys like that. What I did was stupid and I feel really ****ty about it but she's way better than the guys she dates and it really pissed me off seeing her go after those dudes. And then I was like her backup support guy, totally friendzoned, whenever things didn't work out or they got into a fight or some ****. Drove me crazy. And, it turned out I almost got whopped by the wrong guy. That's pretty much the worst of it.

That is what girls do, better get used to it. The less you talk to her and the less time you give her the more she wants to be with you. Treat her ****ty? No problem many love that.

Of coarse if you find a girl who is intelligent and actually has smething going for her this usually isnt the case.

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It doesn't take long for you tp get turned on lol!

Aside for her taste in boyfriends, she was a pretty smart girl- that's why I liked her so much. I'm really not into girls that want me to treat um ****ty and I'm bad at it anyways. I can front tough but I'm a big ol sap. I'll break bottles over bitches heads if they come after someone I care about though.

I think she's just insecure because, from what I could tell, her family always looked down on her for not being the stereotypical Japanese girl that got straight A's n **** (smart but a bit of a party girl, to say the least). Her father was white but not around and I think the Japanese side of her family kinda looked down on her (and her mom) for that too. l Shoulda mentioned I'm over her emotionally but I still wish I had a chance to just confront her about what happened.

I've had situations like this, and I chose to sort of disappear. I take it as a life lesson, move on, and not bother with it any more. It's helped me feel a lot better knowing it's not my fault for someone not liking me, it's just how things are, and knowing how I would feel if I were in a situation where a girl liked me and I wanted nothing to do with it. It helps me gain perspective, even though I feel like a fool sometimes regarding some of the shit I did. Hell, I shouldn't even be giving advice about this, I really haven't had any super meaningful relationships anyway.

Yeah, Seq that's pretty much the drift I'm sailin on right now. I'm just gonna leave it alone and not stir up old **** again. I hope she wises up though and starts making some better choices before she ends up with someone really bad. If she doesn't, well... I told her before and tried my best.