Tried shrooms again recently. Started off really, really, really ****ing bad. I was completely paranoid, houses were talking to me. Trees were talking to me. I felt like I was being watched/stalked... It was a bad time. Just ran around in circles trying to figure out what they wanted from me. Halfway home I became God and was convinced that the entire world had found me. I got home and just imagined living through all of humankind's existence. Started off as a runty little chimp, watched myself evolve and came to find and share immortality through drug use. Saw myself get raped... that was scary. Floated in and out of being a woman and a man. I felt like I was the entire world, my organs and body fluids were continents and oceans. My veins were portals to different periods of time. I felt like I was conducting the universe through the things in my room. I ate my dog's food... Apparently I was talking to myself all night, freaked my roommates out. Police were chasing me all night until I got home. All in all I'm not sure how I felt about the experience, I tried to keep calm through all of it but just got irrationally angry and sad for like no reason. Think that killed the vibe, looking forward to trying it with good company.
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