I'll have to watch it high then. I tried sober, and thought it was garbage.

What is it about? I'm curious now.

waking life is unbearably pretentious garbage while you're sober. it's rather entertaining esoterica while you're tripping.

In hindsight I could have used imdb.com but that's something that imdb wouldn't have told me. Thanks.

you are being ripped off. it is 30 bucks per 3.5 g's and i get k2 for free, not like i want to be stupid all night, but if it's free, w/e. just smoke herb

I need help on the analysis of a situation. A few times when I have tripped in the past, it seems an odd thing has happened, similar to deja vu. I have not really recognized it fully, but got a little closer to it this weekend. I cannot remember the exact details of each instance, but I will try my hardest to explain.

A few years ago, while in the Military, myself and a buddy dropped a semi-large amount of LSD in our room. Spent most of the night there then there came a time early in the AM when a series of events that were occurring seemed all to familiar, and I had the knowledge of what was to come, and it wasn't good. There was a part of the room in which we did not go near all night, because it had an awful down hill slope to it (of course it was a level room in reality) which seemed dark, and possessed negative energy. Finally, I worked up the courage to go over and check it out. I yelled up to my bud at the top of the hill that it was safe, he joined me at the bottom. The beginning of the deja vu like thoughts came when somehow we figured the best way to get back up would be to flail like a trout/salmon back up to level ground. I know this is something I have never consciously thought of. After reaching our destination back up top, I talked like a robot in the fan for a minute. This is saw me doing exactly before actually doing it. The next thing I remembered from my prior dream like adventure was taking a peek outside. The most vivid part of the entire recall came when looking out the window and all I knew is that it ended very badly. I couldn't figure out why it could possibly be so bad, and popped open the window. The bright morning sun shined right into my huge pupils, and worse trip ever occurred immediately after. I still can't figure out why such a minute action could trigger such a thing.

The most recent account of this occurred Friday. I was tripping with my best friend, all was great. We were laying in bed watching the sun rise and listening to Yeasayer- Sunrise on repeat. A much enjoyable experience. The sunrise was set to occur at 6:41. The deju vu began again. While hitting up youtube I felt it, then just cuddling in bed with her I felt it. Then I felt if 6:41 came and I wasn't getting nasty with her, bad things were to come. Having this feeling twice before, and ignoring the signs had both resulted in a bad trip. Mind you, this broad has been my best friend for about ten years, she is total wifey material, and we pretty much plan on getting our young wild days out of our systems before starting any sort of relationship. I have not more than kissed her about 5 years ago, and it's also weird because I slept with her twin sister in high school. So there is really no sexual tension between us, as we were both in our undies and laying in the same bed and were fine. As time approached 6:41 my mind was in complete turmoil, and all the thoughts I had were so familiar, and I feared I would be lead into an awful place. This time I decided to go against the grain and sleep with her at precisely 6:40, and had the complete opposite of a bad trip. Euphoria.

I don't know what to make of this phenomenon. I know LSD is a hell of a drug, and the first few times I completely dismissed any thoughts of a logical explanation to this. Now that I have conducted few basic experiments on it and came out with such results, my mind is boggled. I have experienced other bad trips, without any deja vu like characteristics, which now, are fully controllable. Am I thinking into this too much? Could I just be a total nut? Is there really any deja vu at all? Could this just be my own thoughts being played out visually in my head subconsciously seconds before the actual events occur?

that's very interesting, because i've been having similar experiences only with a bunch of different people and so far i haven't slept with any of them... part of me is worried that i'm "resisting the trip" (or the tao, or god, or whatever you want to call it) but another part of me is convinced that the only thing to fear is fear itself, that any bad situations that i find myself in i'm just putting myself through because i feel needlessly guilty.... but in any case, no you're not a nut, and i'm glad you brought yourself out of the bad trip :)


... you might still be over thinking it though. i definitely am.

Thrice:

I sorta know what you're talking about with the deja vu feeling as I've had that a lot, if we're talking about the same thing. Typically I would get it heavy before all out ego-death, regardless of the trip being good or bad.
I've analyzed it and the most logical conclusion I've come up with that's supported by known effects of psychedelics is that the deja vu feeling is repressed or forgotten memories surfacing or trying to.
Psychedelics tend to do that whether you're aware of it or not, and it's possible that the deja vu feeling is a function of that process. I doubt there's any way to really prove it, but it's the assumption I've made that makes the most sense to me.

I wouldn't think too much into it. Psychedelics have a way of making things seem more important than they really are and I don't think there's anything spiritual or significant about a chemical interacting with synapses and receptors in your brain... but it sure does feel like it at the time.
Best thing is to just enjoy it and not try to out-think it.

Yeah man, I get the deja vu thing alot as well, as well as feeling that something is meant to be. I would say this has happened 3 times of approx. fifty or so trips. The difference between the usual odd happenings, was this seemed to be a series of events of deja vu, as if something would occur, then I would envision myself doing what I was actually going to do next, then when I did it, it was the exact same, then it would happen 30 seconds later for about 2 minutes until a definite ending filled with either a positive or neg outcome. That still did not trigger me to bring up this idea. It was how everything was concluded that truly freaks me out. I felt as if following this certain path that I could foresee, and was leading to certain doom, although I was unaware of the outcome, until it came. This last time, I recognized the ssituation as being similar to times before and went in a different direction and had a much greater outcome. I think I am reading into this too much, and I shall let it rest for now, but the next time it happens, I will stray from the path once again, and hope to find happiness.

Okay seriously, **** xanax.

I spent all my money, have bruises all over my body from falling multiple times, my phone is now in Arizona, I woke up in a strange house the very next day. Never, ever, ever again. I don't remember anything that happened. Apparently I was in walmart, I bought my someone else a bunch of ****, I bought a big ass bag of burritos, took a shot of vodka, promptly passed out, cats fell asleep on me....I don't even know.