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my views of the world as it is, and how it needs changing.. an essay by mikey or Tdoc..

the world today looks very bad as compared to the sixties and seventies. but how am i supposed to know, i must live the past through pictures, music, and viseo..i am very studious of this time period, but yet, no i never lived then so yeah... But right now we have this issue with the middle east..iran has nukes....and they want to blow up isreal which is the stupidest thing ever .. i am at a split..i do not want a war.. i hate war.. war is utter failure at resolving anything...also we have a money hungry president running the country..hes the worst president we have ever had.... his policies are ****ed..and my god i know my lifes been affected by it... whats the world come to.. also the redundency of msot religions is staggering, i mean i know you guys think im so weird freak..yeah i like black emtal..but i like it because.. of some of the beleifs... about the stop of the spread of christianity.... ok yes i like jesus.. but you know what i hate christianity... i beleive that jesus would have been happy if we were just peaceful...if he existed or not son of god w/e he was a truly good person.. liek mohatma ghandi..who i witnessed get ridiculed durning my global history class.. thye laughed at him because he would not fight back. as of now ive given up on human life..at my school..my best friend thinks its allright to use racial slurs and i hate that, another thing that i have a problem with, is censorship..i went to get neil youngs new album, but walmart refused to stock it, because it was not supportive of the war, and the president..well **** you walmart..oh and i love how people vote for a president based on their religion **** the cc..ok.. also im sick of plastic people i see people at my school obssesed with how they dres..ia ctualyl heard today " do mi look emo enough" listen its not how you look its how you are, your personality, you are who you are.... and i dunno.. the countries not even america anymore.. so ill be living of water..and at msot rice crackers.. and aforced dinner...which i may jsut give to the dog >.< from now until whenever..id jsut like to add my best friends are online.. and no im not pathetic..they are sme of the only good people i have ever met.... thanks catie, angie, ethan,fal , and all th e others... but yeah,, i hope that everywhere is not like this.. but i dunno.. sorry....

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