Javaman1145

So here's my problem.

I'm a music major, I'm a saxophone player and I double on flute and clarinet. I'm a very good player and I know what is going on with Jazz, I'm very experienced, so don't think that I'm some "NOOB"

Now, to the rhythm.

If you where to look at my reading from an outside view you would think "this guy is good he doesn't struggle at all, he knows what he is doing"... this is not the case, the only reason you would think this is because I'm a really, really, really good listener and I can go along with anything. Its when you sit me down throw music infront of me and say "go".
I have a really hard time counting in my head (yeah, how hard could it be counting to 4? well apparently its hard for me ) so my question is: Do you guys know of any other methods of reading rhythm?

Thanks