you pretend. you trick your brain out of starvation mode lol (carbonated water + cucumber and mint)

https://i.imgur.com/Ev6bfd1.jpg?1

I’m glad I never cared much about my appearance.

One time I was at an onsen in Japan and I saw a yakuza spend like 20 minutes on his hair. I was like thinking look at ****ing Paris Hilton over here.

I wish I could stop caring about my appearance. I try to, by periodically chopping off most of my hair (usually at 4 am, usually while listening to Einstürzende Neubauten and feeling a bit manic) and assuming it will help desensitize me to my paralyzing fear of being ugly *cue Margaret Atwood ominously chanting "YOU ARE YOUR OWN VOYEUR" in the distance* but it never works for long and I end up just hating myself for cutting my hair. Fortunately it always grows back quickly. Ugliness is much more interesting than generic beauty anyway IMO. We should all aspire to be ugly. When I am officially an Old, I hope, I will embrace ugliness and scamper around the village terrorizing the police.

And yeah, purging isn't a good way to lose weight. (I could always tell which actresses on teen shows of yore were bulimic due to the puffiness) I can't imagine you actually need to lose any weight though elph, you look like you're still the same willowy elven boy.

Chio

If chimps ate your face your beauty would still shine through

Not your personality either - I mean your raw physical beauty

Joke's on you: judging by the pictures of your cowboy goth phase you're even prettier with short hair. I agree that a certain kind of 'ugliness' can be very compelling, to the point where I would hesitate to call it ugly.
:laughing: that's oddly sweet

Thank you Marie, unfortunately I'm no longer thin enough for a lot of my cowboy goth garb (or any of my pants) :c I'll just live in this oversized wolf hoodie instead, I guess, it's fine. Pants are banned until women's clothing companies fix their preposterous designs and sizing.

Thank you, that's very sweet; I genuinely wish I had that cross-stitched or embroidered on something.

I often wonder about that lady (though I'm sure there's more than one lady/person) who got her face ripped off by a chimpanzee. I wonder how her face transplant is doing. (What would she think, I wonder, of my incessant whining about my rosacea) I would LOVE to work with animals as a career but I'm very much afraid of chimpanzees.

Do tell.

Definitely Shailene Woodley from Secret Life of the American Teenager. I also got bulimic vibes from some of the Pretty Little Liars actresses (the ones who played Aria and Spencer), though not in every season.

Anyone from Buffy, Party of 5, or Dawson's Creek? Those are the only ones I can remember getting super into.

https://i.imgur.com/K5jPIrx.jpg?1

This was Halloween. This is the most recent photo I have of myself. All of my photos are the two of us now.

Aw it's Pikachu and Jynx.

I was Big Bird bro.

Big Bird and Jynx doesn't make any sense.

Touche. Jynx has blonde hair though.

Goes with the lazy yellow hoodie Pikachu cosplay.

So lazy. I walked in the Spirit Halloween, saw it, walked out in two minutes.

Jynx goes well with Mr. Popo.

Shut up, bitch, you love it.

No one from Buffy, and I haven't seen Dawson's Creek (but I've considered forcing my roommate to watch it with me) or Party of 5. And unfortunately I can't remember other teen shows I watched as a teenager well enough to be able to remember which actresses were bulimic. I'll report back when I can think of more.

Durn. It would have been too perfect if Charisma Carpenter was a puker.

Here's a picture of me. Some of you might remember me as JackPat or Cenotaph. Anyway, just dropping in to say hi. Might stay a bit. Not sure yet.https://scontent.fbed1-2.fna.fbcdn.n...20&oe=5F07B239

Hi.

Hi! I hope you stay. Just, don't go into the political threads, or at least don't get your hopes up for real discourse.

I memeber you.

We talk about:

A- America Sucks
B- Bootstraps Are Broken
C- China Kicks Ass
D- Depression is Depressing

Jackie's about real discourse. And real anarchism. I don't think you could hang.

Real anarchism?

Yeah like, not just the convenient kind.

lol

I had hair like that up until half a year ago.

E- Anteater being stupid.

One of those things is not like the others

F - fascism is ok if it's in China

Don't forget he gave a pass to the Rape of Nanjing cause Asians are not to be criticized. He's one of those people who mention that Asians have the highest IQs to sidestep accusations of white supremacy as I recall.

E - at my ding dong.

I say that a lot, I tell people to give me fellatio.

Is it mature? No. But it makes an old man happy in these sad sad times.

OH hasn't felt true happiness since his teaching days, when he could grab black middle schoolers by the throat and throw them on the ground of the classroom to assert dominance. lol

irl I put my job on the line arguing with administration that the all white gifted classes used rigged IQ scores to maintain Jim Crow style segregation at a middle school I taught at and I spoke up alone about without one other person having my back

I was often the only one speaking up against discriminatory class placements, racist testing systems, and especially against the misallocation of funds that unfairly discriminated against the disabled and lower quartile scoring students

I stood up and applauded when our racist superintendent announced he had diabetes.

Coming up next: oh so now we’re keeping score

I don’t care. Almost anyone will stand up with a group. I know I’m an outlier standing up alone

Nanking is history. I’ve probably read more about Japanese atrocities alone than all the history you’ve read put together. I blame AMERICA for that atrocity.

Japan was ****ing content with being isolated until we ****ed up their culture.

Idgaf what you bring up. If it was bad it’s America’s fault.

Even if it happened 1000 years before Columbus. It’s still our fault.

**** you and for profit fake social work

Lol he mad