jordan502

hey guyz, i have a really strange problem....

all i wanna be a guitarist

but my parents see my future as a programmer....

and wat the irony is that i m not able to oppose them, coz i have commited so much mistakes, failed them so many times at so many occasions that right now, wat they think of me is a targetless person, a person who doesn't know wat to do with his/her life, i have not succeeded them at any point in my whole life...

today...

I am a graduate (B.A.) without a target....

all they want me to do is earn, do a job, or something productive....

but i never felt the urge for those things in my whole life....

anything that doesn't seem to provide earning in my case, is just meaningless for them...

but what i have discovered so far, i wanna get into music....i m not the guy who goes to the office 26 days a month, waits for his paycheck, begs for holidays and doesn't know wat the hell is personal life...i wanna b free in my life...i m not a job guy...please help me at this point that what should I do to get started? coz if things go this way, i dnt think i will ever get to be wat i really wanna be...