Experience the darkness of reality.

11-09-2010, 03:30 PM

Greetings. I come from muzicforums, disgusted by their community and the admins who ban anyone under their personal pleasure

, and I hope this would be different.
So I shall tell all the truth about myself here:
I am fifteen years of age, born in Ukraine but live in Ireland for 5 years already. I am 2 meters tall, have an understanding for many things and am fluent in English.
I am writing fiction for 1.5 years already, and have started two novels. One is 20000 words and the other is 12000. But please lets leave it at this. My writing led me into a conversation that I do not find suitable for my level in the last forum I tried.
Please do not despise me or consider me arrogant. I respect all people as they respect me, and would not look down on anyone unless they underestimated me.
I have also studied Game Development, and am capable of creating a fully operational 3D game. The only problem is that it is extremely time consuming.
My third skill is Art. Two years ago I have found my ability to draw. Unfortunately I cannot post my best masterpiece, but my word will have to be enough for now. Well not masterpiece, but it is something I am proud of. A character from my second novel (Horror of course).

Again, please do not think of me as arrogant, and do not underestimate me by my age. Being called a KID is the most terrible insult which I cannot endure.

I get my inspiration on ROCK. Not just any ROCK, HEAVY and BLACK ROCK. I feed on the music. It fuels my mind.
My favorite bands are Samael, Static-X, Disturbed, Marilyn Manson, Dope and Korn.
As you may have guessed, I seek to live a life of darkness you probably won't understand (So please no hate comments about it). Cindergarden and Silent Hill have the music that fuel my determination towards the wonderful world of the absence of light. Again, this is something I found unexplainable and commonly misconceived, making people presume I have 'troubles' or I am satanic.

But this is not about me, it is about Music.

Rock and Dark is what I like.

TheBig3 · 11-09-2010, 03:59 PM

You seem to come with quite a few stipulations. But welcome.

Mojo · 11-09-2010, 04:07 PM

A few stipulations? You should come with warning stickers just incase we forget any of them.

But seriously now, we rarely see such informative intro posts so it's nice to see them. And welcome to the site.

**Janszoon** · 11-09-2010, 04:17 PM

Nice manifesto.

Anyway, welcome aboard.

~~Dirty~~ · 11-09-2010, 04:18 PM

You sound like you're just trying to be a weirdo. "I seek to live a life of darkness.' Lol. Whatever, you sound like a confused kid going through a teenage phase to be honest. Welcome regardless.

11-09-2010, 04:39 PM

Thank's for your welcome, I appreciate it.

Dirty... It has been a year since I have gone through the teenage phase. I am just being open with you. I do not mean darkness like suicide etc. Listen to Cindergarden or silent hill and you might understand what I am talking about.

Dayvan Cowboy · 11-09-2010, 05:04 PM

What 3D programs do you use? If I was smart enough to make myself learn Python further, I would make a fully operational game too, if I had the time.

Insane Guest · 11-09-2010, 05:22 PM

There is nothing wrong with being called a kid, because you are kid.
Welcome to the site!

Do you like Metal?

~~Dirty~~ · 11-09-2010, 05:43 PM

Then what kind of 'darkness or reality' are you referring too? Don't take kid as an insult.. you are a kid, you're only 15.

right-track · 11-09-2010, 05:49 PM

Welcome aboard kid.

11-09-2010, 03:30 PM	#1 (permalink)
xf5hsd Guest Posts: n/a	Experience the darkness of reality. Greetings. I come from muzicforums, disgusted by their community and the admins who ban anyone under their personal pleasure , and I hope this would be different. So I shall tell all the truth about myself here: I am fifteen years of age, born in Ukraine but live in Ireland for 5 years already. I am 2 meters tall, have an understanding for many things and am fluent in English. I am writing fiction for 1.5 years already, and have started two novels. One is 20000 words and the other is 12000. But please lets leave it at this. My writing led me into a conversation that I do not find suitable for my level in the last forum I tried. Please do not despise me or consider me arrogant. I respect all people as they respect me, and would not look down on anyone unless they underestimated me. I have also studied Game Development, and am capable of creating a fully operational 3D game. The only problem is that it is extremely time consuming. My third skill is Art. Two years ago I have found my ability to draw. Unfortunately I cannot post my best masterpiece, but my word will have to be enough for now. Well not masterpiece, but it is something I am proud of. A character from my second novel (Horror of course). Again, please do not think of me as arrogant, and do not underestimate me by my age. Being called a KID is the most terrible insult which I cannot endure. I get my inspiration on ROCK. Not just any ROCK, HEAVY and BLACK ROCK. I feed on the music. It fuels my mind. My favorite bands are Samael, Static-X, Disturbed, Marilyn Manson, Dope and Korn. As you may have guessed, I seek to live a life of darkness you probably won't understand (So please no hate comments about it). Cindergarden and Silent Hill have the music that fuel my determination towards the wonderful world of the absence of light. Again, this is something I found unexplainable and commonly misconceived, making people presume I have 'troubles' or I am satanic. But this is not about me, it is about Music. Rock and Dark is what I like.

11-09-2010, 03:59 PM	#2 (permalink)
TheBig3 killedmyraindog Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Boston, Massachusetts Posts: 11,172	You seem to come with quite a few stipulations. But welcome. __________________ I've moved to a new address

11-09-2010, 04:07 PM	#3 (permalink)
Mojo Melancholia Eternally Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: England Posts: 5,018	A few stipulations? You should come with warning stickers just incase we forget any of them. But seriously now, we rarely see such informative intro posts so it's nice to see them. And welcome to the site. __________________ Last.FM \| Echoes and Dust

11-09-2010, 04:17 PM	#4 (permalink)
Janszoon Mate, Spawn & Die Join Date: May 2007 Location: The Rapping Community Posts: 24,593	Nice manifesto. Anyway, welcome aboard. __________________ A Night in the Life of the Invisible Man Time & Place 25 Albums You Should Hear Before the Moon Crashes into the Earth and We All Die last.fm

11-09-2010, 04:18 PM	#5 (permalink)
~~Dirty~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Oct 2010 Location: USA Posts: 981	You sound like you're just trying to be a weirdo. "I seek to live a life of darkness.' Lol. Whatever, you sound like a confused kid going through a teenage phase to be honest. Welcome regardless.

11-09-2010, 04:39 PM	#6 (permalink)
xf5hsd Guest Posts: n/a	Thank's for your welcome, I appreciate it. Dirty... It has been a year since I have gone through the teenage phase. I am just being open with you. I do not mean darkness like suicide etc. Listen to Cindergarden or silent hill and you might understand what I am talking about.

11-09-2010, 05:04 PM	#7 (permalink)
Dayvan Cowboy Basscadet Join Date: Jul 2010 Location: Antarctica Posts: 1,258	What 3D programs do you use? If I was smart enough to make myself learn Python further, I would make a fully operational game too, if I had the time.

11-09-2010, 05:22 PM	#8 (permalink)
Insane Guest Music Addict Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: CA Posts: 1,322	There is nothing wrong with being called a kid, because you are kid. Welcome to the site! Do you like Metal?

11-09-2010, 05:43 PM	#9 (permalink)
~~Dirty~~ Account Disabled Join Date: Oct 2010 Location: USA Posts: 981	Then what kind of 'darkness or reality' are you referring too? Don't take kid as an insult.. you are a kid, you're only 15.

11-09-2010, 05:49 PM	#10 (permalink)
right-track Atchin' Akai Join Date: May 2005 Location: Unamerica Posts: 8,723	Welcome aboard kid.