*the1ulove2hate*

The story prolongs, with each word...my stomach..it starts to turn
I have swallowed nails so I can never say your name
Now words are heard through my eyes
A static lullaby - love to hate, hate to me

Couldn't you just laugh until you choke? I wish you would then your face could match your eyes, so cold and blue and lifeless..
how did i ever fall for you?
bayside - cold & blue & lifeless

Wipe each tear away with sand paper tonight I'm not alone... I just wanna get your ****ing voice out of my head...
A static lullaby - a song for a broken heart

Trapped inside of your eyes,
Gleam like stars above, emptiness inside.
Caught inside of your arms, warmer than the sun,
Never felt so full.
Although i can see, time is not running out,
I still run behind everything.
I don't understand, i embrace every thought,
Everyword...everything.
You're watching, my heart being, so close to you,
Your bleeding thoughts.
Open wounds still breathing
You're my everything, you're my everything...
Left behind hateful thoughts, overwhelmed by your mind,
Lost in time again.
Shadows bringing me down, jealous of your face,
Drowning in your awe.
Rufio - still


So stop me now, stop my thoughts cause you're killin me, but you don't know
Even though we've grown apart, I'll still be there for you
Cause i don't wanna be just a memory to you
Rufio - just a memory

But, I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But, I believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say
But, you’re chasin’ the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
It’s getting away from you again
While you’re chasin’ ghosts
Dashboard confessional - the ghost of a good thing

Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all
Dashboard confessional - carve your heart out yourself

you fill me up, you're in my veins.. a look could take my breath away
and all these things, you give away, sometimes i take for granted
it's just like poetry inside to hear you breathing by my side
like i'm in heaven and i've died, so glad you're with me for this ride..
Staind - fill me up

If I could open up my chest then maybe
I could find a way to give you
Just a little piece of my heart
Story of the year - in her bedroom

wowwwwwww longest post ever! hope ya's like em..

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And I would be there every time you'd need me, I'd be there every time... But for now I'll look so longingly waiting... For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me..

hookers with machineguns

I ran outta tissues, snot coming out of my eyes
i dont take showers, I use the tears when I cry
my girlfriend slept with this black guy
she made fun of my tight shirt
I wear black finger nail polish, and a plaid skirt
i cut myself, ahhh it feels so good
I want attention so I talk about suicide
the janitor consoled me, i felt special
my heart is broken, so is my Cd player
I think my brother spilled soda on it.
- Hookers with Kleenex Boxes

Album in stores now

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jesus

woah..did you write that? It's inspiring. I think i'm gonna put it in my profile on AIM for everyone to read it and know exactly what i'm going throught and feel bad for me.

Catharsis

Chances last a finite time, In the warm july nighttime, Every care that keeps you from your feet, is a care that carries your defeat...
*Ozma

emokid90

So gimme all your poison
And gimme all your pills
And gimme all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something that you'll never kill
If this is what you want then fire at will

Thank you for the venom, My chemical romance

Mason

Two roads split off from here
And my life goes running in opposite directions
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am and who I want to be...

Note To Self - From First To Last

emokid90

I dont know how to fit inside
All you do is try and leave me behind
I don't know what to do
Because something is killing me
I dont know how to turn you on
All you do is try and lead me on
I don't know what to do
Because something here is telling me to kill you

It's all gone wrong
It's all gone wrong
It's falling perfect fumes
It's all gone wrong
It's all gone wrong
It's broken

I don't know how to leave this life
All i have is maybe suicide
I don't know what to do
Because something is killing me
I don't know how to reach the top
All you do is try and scrape me off
I don't know what to do
Because something here is telling me to kill you

It's all gone wrong
It's all gone wrong
It's falling perfect fumes
It's all gone wrong
It's all gone wrong
It's broken

Never meant to hurt you, hurt you
It's all gone wrong
It's all gone wrong
It's falling perfect fumes
It's all gone wrong
It's all gone wrong
It's broken
It's all gone wrong
It's all gone wrong
And and i cant lose such a life

Underdose, Inme

*the1ulove2hate*

Rufio – road to recovery
He never thought someone would come along
And show him a feeling he's always dreamed of.
She didn't plan on falling in love.
Upset the balance she's wanted so long.

This road to recovery has taken all i have.
It seems hard as i try to succumb once again...again...

Well he lost control and gave up his heart.
To follow the girl that he's always dreamed of.
She pulled away so scared of a love
That might have been more than she had planned on.

This road to recovery has taken all i have.
It seems hard as i try to succumb once again...again...

Well love is a bitch all relationships end.
What happens now
When that persons gone.
The one who you thought
You could always count on.
You fall in love
And they fall out.
Love is a bitch.
All realationships end.

How do i let go of a love
That meant so much to me.
How do i go on
When your part of me.
I'm dying inside
Each time i see you.
Don't lose sight of me
Cause yer all i see.
Your still all i see.
This road to recovery has taken all i have.


Story of the year – The heart of polka is still beating
This heart is bleeding desperation
And these dreams, they're still worth fighting for
Cause in my eyes, this is the only thing that I ****ing have
And I will never let this go.

This love is something that will never die
And this blood still running through our veins
But your words you know never came from the ****ing heart
And I will be there to watch you fall apart.

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And I would be there every time you'd need me, I'd be there every time... But for now I'll look so longingly waiting... For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me..

*the1ulove2hate*

Creation imperfect, do you defy this?
Could you and your swollen ego fit into my master plan for failure?
I take the shame to heart and lock it away in a place thats sees not the light of day
I will use it when i see your face again
Your head in your hands and this is my cue,
if three words could heal you i would only speak two,
your eyelids grow heavy and this is my cue,
If three words could heal you i'd only speak two.
From autumn to ashes - cherry kiss

Darkness chokes my emotions
Your breath numbs my soul
Stand with me, by my side
Take my hand and lead the way
Out from the shadows and into the real world
Show me how to live a life owned by regret
My blood runs cold, lifeless in shame
Now is the time, to right the wrong
Inside my veins, poison words lie
Within a mind as guilty as yours
take what is left inside of me
I've no use for it
Stained with thoughts uncaring, open and let me in
(it spun my head when i thought you were talking to me,
i guess i'm just a fool for thinking your thinking of me,
and now, I press my fist to the pillows wishing it was your teeth)
Show your world, deceit
Let me live as you, Need not to feel
Emotions rain down
Drowned by innocence, thoughts escape me
Harsh words spit blindly and open paths of life
Take all that is me, a lifeless somber soul
Curse the day you wake as solace sets in
Darkness chokes my emotions
Your breath numbs my soul
Stand with me, by my side
Take my hand, and lead the way
Out from the shadows and into my world
(My soul is not for you to own)
I will not live life to see your face anymore.
From autumn to ashes - switch

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And I would be there every time you'd need me, I'd be there every time... But for now I'll look so longingly waiting... For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me..

BloodyAndBeautiful

I am heaven sent. Don't you dare forget.
I am all you've ever wanted.
What all the other boys all promised.
Sorry I told. I just needed you to know.
I think in decimals and dollars.
I am the cause to all your problems.
Shelter from cold. We're never alone.
Coordinate brain and mouth.
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out.
I wish I knew.

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To my darling boy, my favorite late night someone