Tekron

whats the best thing to do at a rediculous time at night where you can't talk to anyone, you can't write music/dont want to, and u just can't do anything but wish there was some one there with you. I always want some one just to lie next to me in bed just to hold, and because i did it so long with one of my friends who ive previously talked about for so long, just lyed down and talked to for hours on end, i can't get around it. I need some one there, holding a pillow, listening to the almighty Chris from STD, and doing other things just doesn't work. and i cant sleep; its like torture. seriously am i the only one that feels this way? i ask you all because this is "emo", and emo kids will generally think in a similar way towards daily life, and problems and stuff.

i cant go on like this, feeling lonely and talking to a few people online who im sorta close to and then going to bed and just feeling like ****. it sucks so much. when i was depressed i used to cry myself to sleep. now i dont usually cry, but i cant sleep. BTW - i am not depressed. i get sad sometimes, just like everyone else. i was depressed a few months ago for a number of years., yes years my life sucked for some time.

jibber

ya i have nights like that, only for me its just insomnia, i usually just read till like 5 in the morning then fall asleep with the light still on, or draw, all my best ideas for art come in the middle of the night, either that or i put my headphones into my amp and play guitar till really late, or read ski magazines and dream about when it'll snow again, visualizing that perfect jump, perfect untouched powder, perfect line with sketchy chutes through trees and rocks, opening up to a huge basin of waist-deep, sparkling untouched powder, so light you could have a handful of it and not even know its there, then dropping off a cliff and getting a pure adrenaline rush, blood pumping through your veins anticipating stomping the landing, that feeling of pure freedom that can only come from flying through the air completely weightless, nothing in your mind but sheer exhileration, the total ecstacy of your skis hitting the ground below, knees asorbing the impact, breath cut off from the shock of gravity working its magic on you again, then flying down the mountain with so much speed you feel you could take off any moment, then the complete and utter happiness at the bottom, waiting in the lift line, breathing in the perfect mountain air and taking in the scenery, knowing that life is absolutely perfect at that moment, because you know your on your way up to do the same thing again, only maybe this time you'll find a steeper line, a bigger cliff, a better jump, all the possibilities running through your mind, relishing the excitement that can only come from doing the thing you most love.........f*ck i hate summer.

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William Least Heat Moon, Blue Highways

Your toughest competitor lives in your head. Some days his name is fear, or pain, or gravity. Stomp his ass.

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Tekron

nice description that was cool Yah, 6:7 nights i have the light on all night.

Thrice

OH crazy, when me and pimp_racer cant sleep, when run to this girls house naked to go jump in her trampoline, then we realized she was sleeping on it.

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Lew Harrison, who looked like an anarchist with his red eyes and fierce black beard, had been writing furiously in one corner of the room. "That's good—happiness by the kilowatt," he said. "Buy your happiness the way you buy light."

Thrice

BTW it was below freezing and snowing in Buffalo NY.

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Lew Harrison, who looked like an anarchist with his red eyes and fierce black beard, had been writing furiously in one corner of the room. "That's good—happiness by the kilowatt," he said. "Buy your happiness the way you buy light."

Tekron

weirdest story ive ever heard. but ill tell one while im at it

last night i was in my friends car with a few other kids to go light some fire works off(which is illegal here) and then suddenly these 2 trucks, a white explorer and a jeep covered in mud and huge tires suddenly pulls in, but we can't see if their cop cars at the time. They were far away so we just left. Then suddenly we hear a roar and the next thing you know their both speeding after us. After driving through the town in a high speed chase...we almost went off the road 3 times i was dying laughing, but i hought i was gonna die. All 3 kids in back including me werent buckled up cuz we could barely fit in the tracer. so were like ****!

driving around about 5 minutes, then we pull in and let them come right up to us. a kid gets out of the big jeep, and as soon as i see his leg move from the interior of the car i yelled DRIVE and we jetted out of there like we were in flames. It was halarious, so then we managed to lose the white truck, but the jeep wont give up, and we ran for about another 5 minutes until we pulled into a parking lot with a ton of cars and they drove by us and probably couldn't tell if we were in there or not. So then we drive back to finish our fireworks, right, and we see THEM! So then we jet out of there again and some guy comes up and yells "hey don't drive this fast in my neighbor hood i have 3 kids 2 almost got hit by you or one of the other cars driving around here!" and then his wife comes over and shes flipping out. so we drive away and i burst laughing i was like i should yell yea if one of your kids hits my car you're paying for the damage lol.

yah, figured ide tell it it was soooo funny.

covle

you and pimp_racer enjoy funning naked through freezing weather eh thrice? ahh well each to his own

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jibber

^ actually that can be really fun well, never done it stark naked, but jumping out of a hot tub in the middle of winter to go roll in the snow then jump back in is very entertaining. Last winter me and a bunch of friends went to a party and the guy had a huge hot tub, VERY rich parents out of town for the weekend makes for a fun party. anyways, me and my friend decide we're going to jump out, make a few snow angels then jump back in, so after that, and the wonderful pain that comes from going back into the hot water, we get dared to run down the street in our bikini's. so never wanting to refuse a dare (alcohol was involved in this decision making process) we jump out and begin to run down the street. naturally, we started to get very cold very quickly, but we weren't going to give up on the bet that easily, so we ran to his neighboors house to borrow a pair of shoes (seemed like a brilliant idea at the time) unfortunately no one was answering the doorbell, and standing still was making the cold even worse, so off we were again. a few more numbed toes later we decided we'd had enough and returned triumphantly to the hot tub.

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What you've done becomes the judge of what you're going to do -- especially in other people's minds. When you're traveling, you are what you are right there and then. People don't have your past to hold against you. No yesterdays on the road.
William Least Heat Moon, Blue Highways

Your toughest competitor lives in your head. Some days his name is fear, or pain, or gravity. Stomp his ass.

HOOKED ON THE WHITE POWDER

Pimp_racer

lol u should try it naked it brings a whole new excitement.

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Whos better than Thrice...

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covle

nothing beats the beach for dancing and swimming naked with a special friend. or many friends for that matter. especially on a hot sumers night, which here, can be above 25 degrees. but its always better drunk

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LIVE.LOVE.BURN.DIE.

whoa...i quoted atreyu, that means im hardcore. look how hardcore i am!! thats hardcore...XXX