okvlthawk

That goes hard!

Well I spend a ton of time listening to new music. Problem is with my previous job I'd listen to music at work but the work it's self would always distract me, and I was constantly taking the headphones out. Bus ride I'd listen to music but that's about maybe an album depending on the album to work. After work I'm too tired to appreciate it and I often time nod off during the ride. When I get home I'd be too tired. Only times I felt like I was truly getting the time to hear albums was before work and on week ends. But juggling the time between new music and taking the time to appreciate music has been a hard balance. Right now it's constantly new albums and it sucks when I want to get through all this newer stuff but really want to go revisit something else. Like an anxiety that I won't have enough time to do both. Just albums from this year alone from Tyler, ScHoolboy, Ouija, Denzel, Injury Reserve, Slauson Malone, that I want to spend more time with but feel like I need to dig through the rest of these Rivers of Nihil albums which I'll always want to spend more time with.

Plus, I've missed out on a lot of great games from the last decade and I like to immerse myself in it. Also, I want to create music as well. Seems like back in the day (to be fair my taste was much simpler and smaller) I had much more time to create and enjoy music and play video games. Honestly, should just cut games out since I hardly play as is.

You can skip the new Denzel though.
There, made some time for you.

I'm still trying to find the right balance. Last year I listened to too much new **** and didn't give many enough time, this year I'm spending too much time on select releases. I'm rewriting my formulas and taking steps to better account for sunlight, slope, and degree of unrest in Yemen to get the ratio right.

And X2 on what grindy said.

I've already heard it, I actually enjoyed it. Definitely no where near as good as Ta13oo but I still want to spend more time with it.

You can do whatever you want to me so long as you play the newest jams.

Even if you have kids, there's no excuse. Turn off the motherfucking TV or twitter or whatever the fuck brain-deadening thing you're doing and read a book or listen to an album. Or take a walk. There's enough time in the day, even with kids.

I think making time for your own interests that aren't something communal like sports or whatever that solidify your associations with your immediate group of friends and family is a surprisingly transgressive idea. You exist purely to procreate and contribute to the societal machine. That's really all that can be said for evolution's plan for you as an individual. Saying "**** you people I like watching Fritz the Cat" or whatever the **** isn't really a part of that plan which is why you have to force time out of your day to enjoy that ****.