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11-12-2019, 05:36 PM | #16521 (permalink) | ||
midnite roles around
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I relate to this in all seriousness, I’ve been ideating suicide since 8th grade. Life can feel hopeless 24/7 but you just gotta make it to that next chapter and things always seem to improve in one way or another
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11-12-2019, 05:45 PM | #16522 (permalink) |
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You know what thinking about suicide is? Going through the hassle of buying a gun and then double checking the rules on life insurance pay-out in the event of suicide by the policy holder.
Policy has to be active at least 24 months prior in CA.
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11-12-2019, 05:53 PM | #16523 (permalink) |
SOPHIE FOREVER
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That explains all of the dead 2 year olds around here.
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11-12-2019, 06:51 PM | #16524 (permalink) | |
Cuter Than Post Malone.
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I don't have kids and **** my family, but yeah, that's it.
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11-12-2019, 07:17 PM | #16525 (permalink) | ||
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I attempted suicide twice this year, I’m not allowed to own a gun anymore.
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11-12-2019, 07:30 PM | #16526 (permalink) | |
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Took about a year to get it back.
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11-12-2019, 07:53 PM | #16527 (permalink) | |
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Ooof.
I always find it weird when I find out people who I think are awesome attempt suicide or think about it a lot. I'm assuming a low self perception is a factor in the decision and wonder if they know what I think or if there is somebody out there that thinks the same way about me despite my perception of self. I guess it doesn't really matter because no matter how genuine it is it always feels phony when you hear something supportive.
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11-12-2019, 09:42 PM | #16528 (permalink) | |
carpe musicam
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You have a Eddie Van Halen guitar!!! How is it? Debating which one to get, the EVH striped or the 5150. The Exotic Ziricote Wolfgang is so class.
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11-12-2019, 10:10 PM | #16529 (permalink) |
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11-12-2019, 11:09 PM | #16530 (permalink) | |
carpe musicam
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Nice try. It's a guitar too. I assumed you knew that. The 5150 is the guitar with - wait for it -
"5150" stickers on it. It's not exactly rocket science, Chula.
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