You can definitely try but I never have had a guy that actually can do it where it will turn me on. It's boring. I wouldn't cancel the trip just yet if you want a porn star style blow job.

x2 what the ****

****in prudes

I haven't really had much experience in the art of giving, but I think I've always enjoyed it more than getting. It just feels great having some chick grab your hair while you're canoeing down the Nile river. I think it has to do with me liking having my hair touched and played with as well as watching someone get off. As far as blowjobs, I need someone trained in the art for me to enjoy it, it's really boring dealing with a chick that can't stick an entire dick in her mouth.

Do you consider BDSM/fetish/scene stuff violent? Or are you talking about actual non-consensual violence?

*In my best Austin Powers voice*

Oh behave, baby ;)

You saw the comment I was replying to, correct? If so, I would think it's pretty clear I was referring to something nonconsensual.

x2^. I'm slightly concerned about the fact that your fantasies are going from consensual to, violence.
There's a line between BDSM and hot kink, and violence.
That's something you should exsplore. Wheter it's the violence thats getting you off or the kink.
Im also wondering about your internal rage toward the male receiver.

Ah,

I have no idea where that came from. Last few days are pretty hazy. Not that being drunk or high excuses even mentioning something like that but ya. I think you guys know me well enough to know I wouldn't do something like that ever, I'm just a little predisposed to have some dark, ugly thoughts once in a while

Which there isn't anything wrong with that. Matter of fact I'd worry about you if you didn't have dark thoughts from time to time, it's part of the human condition.
I'm serious on the internal rage that is expressed here and in other threads, twoards the male form. Im pretty sure that most of the gender based issues that you exsperience come from a lack of comfortability in your own skin, but if they ever manifest themsevles in the form of internal or exsternal violence you should see someone.

Well, even though it's rare, brutality on that level does exist in the form of consensual kink, and since Idk WD that well I considered the possibility that he may be into it.

I don't expect you or anyone else on here to be educated about that kind of stuff, but you could be a little less condescending in your response to my simple question. If that was not your intent I apologize but it read that way.

A perfect example happened the other day when WD assumed that rope bondage went hand in hand with sexual foreplay, which is not always the case.