Schizotypic

1. My real name starts with an A.
2. I'm 18, male, and live with my mom right by the Mojave Desert.
3. I've had the same girlfriend without one break-up two years exactly on Sep. 5th
4. For our two year I got her full name tattooed on the right side of my chest.
5. I have my fair share of resentments, especially with my parents... and my girlfriends sadly.
6. I work an AA program and have been sober for nine months Aug. 17th
7. I was addicted to drugs for a short run, about four and a half years.
8. The best bands I knew seven months ago were Tool and The Mars Volta.
9. I was in OFL until two days ago. I would have graduated earlier, but I'm a self-labeled recovering perfectionist procrastinator.
10. I take ADD medication. I got it in rehab, so it's an SSRI, nothing to do with dopamine... or dope.
11. I don't buy this 'you have ADD crap' but I'm too scared to miss a day or ween off.
12. I've been tricked into going to the regular hospital twice.
13. Both times I went from the hospital into a mental hospital. About 3 years difference between the two. First time right before I was 12.
14. Also, they were right before March 8th, my birthday!
15. When I got to my latest psychiatrist, I argued my way into him erasing eleven diagnoses. It had been years since I had been to one.
16. I have a sister who is going to be a lawyer, she kicks ass. Total music-head too.
17. I believe being social is communicating openly. I think school is inherently anti-social. I think California is inherently anti-social.
18. I believe being stable means going into yourself, processing your crap, meeting who you are, and radiating more good then bad.
19. I'm a thinker, I've thought myself into terrible places. Looking back I needed to think again. Badly. Really badly.
20. I like to consider the actions that scare me most as options. I like breaking emotional walls and stretching limitations. I like insight.
21. Morals are a high priority, for my sake.
22. The snippet's of the world I've actually seen feel like a bratty twelve year old.
23. I like to dress in clothes that nobody can find or won't wear, so I shop mostly at thrift stores.
24. I smoke cigarettes, and I enjoy them thank you.
25. I think 25 is young, life is short, and more about music then college. Though I will go to college. Just might take a while, as I have a problem with taking money from my parents. I've been dependent enough my entire life thanks.

Antonio

now that's commitment!

but yeah, congrats on the anniversary

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Schredds

Or stupiditythere is not a chance in hell I would get a girls name tattooed on me unless it was my daughter, man, what if it doesnt work out, **** me. Alot of tattoo artists wont even tattoo a bfs or gfs name on you, and for good reason.

jackhammer

There is no way I would ever get a name tattooed on myself no matter the circumstances. Good call.

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