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Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: The Eyrie, Vale of Arryn, Westeros
Posts: 3,234
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1. I have, at last count, 23 tattoos. Four of them are for my ex-fiancee, who thinks because I have not bothered to cover them that I still hold a torch for him. He actually bullied me into them to prove that I was faithful. Ooooops.
2. A huge chunk of my life is concealing my various mental illnesses, disorders, and idiosyncrasies. I don't care about people thinking I'm crazy, I cannot stand pity or being used as inspiration porn to people who haven't been through the same horrible shit I have. 3. My favourite thing about myself is my empathetic nature, however there are two things (loneliness and self loathing) that I can't empathise with because I've never felt either, and it makes me feel guilty. 4. I like pain and having bruises,cuts, and other marks on my body. 5. I have really horrible eyesight 6. Dudes treat me like I am a living Manic Pixie Dream Girl trope. 7. I define myself as queer but I only do that for plebes. My actual identity is thus: I am a high femme presenting agender pansexual who is sexually inclined toward masculine but androgynous people of varied genders, but more romantically inclined to those who are female identified. I am almost incapable of having romantic feelings for a man. Except for a very special one. I'm completely genderless myself though, I don't even feel that my body is gendered which is strange as fuck to most genderqueer people since most experience bodily dysphoria, especially those who are AFAB (assigned female at birth) like myself. 8. I'm going back to school in the fall ![]() 9. I have a really terrible sense of humour, but I think of my persona as the biggest joke there is. 10. I always play a persona publicly, not because I'm afraid to be myself, but it's amusing to see how people react to the exaggerated caricature of myself that I portray. It also serves as a filter for people that don't deserve to see the deeper parts of my personality. Shallowness is such a turn off. 11. I once gave myself a black eye last year to see if anyone would even notice. I did it with a Beauty and the Beast light up mirror ![]() 12. This is the longest I've gone without a boyfriend since I was about 13/14 13. I also once tried to cut my face off when I was 18/19 14. I fucking hate touching money 15. Cruelty comes disturbingly easy to me, I find someone's weak spots and exploit them without thinking when I'm hurt. I wish I wouldn't do this, sometimes. Other times I don't feel bad for it, because that person is a cunt. 16. My new middle name is Matilda 17. I'm torn between choosing a traditional, married (to a dude)/children/career life or moving to some rando field in Europe and starting a commune and having a Boston marriage with any (or all) of my female friends. 18. I never answer my phone when people call it 19. I don't know why I brought this thread back 20. I managed to not have to be hospitalised, put in rehab or detox, or in the psych ward so far this year. Yay! 21 - 25. Fuck the rest of this list |
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Groupie
Join Date: Jul 2013
Location: Australia
Posts: 30
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1. I love lists
2. I have a tattoo of a love heart on my hip 3. I love all animals 4. I like all types of music 5. I eat seafood most days 6. I live near the beach 7. I don't drink alcohol 8. I don't smoke 9. I don't do drugs 10. I have been in a same sex relationship 11. I like travelling 12. I love anything Versace 13. I am an only child 14. My parents are divorced 15. I love the outdoors 16. I like to cook 17. I want to dye my hair blonde 18. I love chocolate but only top quality ones 19. I would love to live in Europe 20. I love anything Valentino 21. I went to ballet lessons for 8 years 22. I play the piano 23. I love babies and want one (I think) 24. I love all sorts of food 25. I don't drink coffee |
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gun whales
Join Date: May 2008
Location: Knoxville/Nashville, TN, USA, NA, E, S, LC, MW, Known Universe
Posts: 1,713
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super cool
Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: Pittsburgh
Posts: 806
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1. When I was around 11-12 I visited the Nintendo Nsider Forums to discuss Nintendo. I was obsessed.
2. It cloes down last year I think. 3.The shift key on my laptop is missing 4.Sometimes my skin becomes very numb and I can't feel anything, for instance when i try to scratch myself I feel nothing 5. I am in the the highest english class you can be in my grade yet am in the 3rd lowest math class available in my school. 6. Math is close to impossible for me due to the way it is taught and my vision. 7. What am I talking about when I refer to my vision? I am blind in one eye and have half vision in my other. 8. When people ask me what it's like being blind blind in regards to wha I see out of my left eye they have a hard tiem processing it. 9.I see nothing, I don't see black nor do I see what it looks like when you close your eyes. I don't know how else to explain rather than to think of me as a cyclopes. 9. I look completely normal though. 10.Clipping my nails is a huge pain in the ass for me due to having no depth perception. 11.I have a higher tolerance to alcohol than most people due to me being under Anastassia more than 100 times. 12. I don't drink now and i'm not planning to in high school. 13. Who knows? maybe I will, like I said I just don't plan to. 14.I hate it when people put song lyrics as there facebook status 15. It seems like the only thing people listen to around where I live is ****ty pop-punk music. 16. I've never kissed a girl. 17. I still have many friends, including friends who are girls. I am very shy when it comes to that kind of stuff. 18. Yet me and my friends always talk about it. 19. At this point in time life would be boring without school. 20.I use being blidn in one eye to my advantage and as a crutch 21. If someone where to get in a fight with me they would be the most hated kid in the school. 22. I see most people in my school seeing me as being oblivious and happy go lucky. I don't blame them, I come off as that I guess, sometimes purposely. 23. I don't know why i do it purposely. 24.I have found so much more music than what I used to listen to off of this site it's not even funny. I'm also a lot more educated. 25.I want to put something here at number 25 but I'm afraid that someone I know will read it. I don't know why. |
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afrocentric
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: texas
Posts: 753
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i'll do another one
1. i journal in a moleskin because i love hemingway 2. there is nothing as beautiful as the cathedral of junk 3. i'm eating these chips made out of peas that resemble cheetos 4. the fear and loathing party is where i'll be next tuesday 5. sometimes i get so sleepy my whole body will hurt 6. today i spent the day with my old best friend sara 7. we had a big fallin out about a year ago 8. i dont know why i used to love trippin daisy so much 9. sometimes i feel like i'm havin a heart attack and i have to convince myself i'm not goin to die 10. i'm stoppin at ten because i cant think of anything else
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